first time

Money money money

2012-02-28T19:58:00.001+08:00

Just ended work! I need to save up so much for this coming hk trip. It feels like is a bomb because we are travelling on a good season! :DD

I love going overseas with friends! It allows the bond with one another to be closer and share more precious memories together! Let's hope this trip will be a good one because I have awesome people going with me! :DD

I am chionging for work this few weeks so that I will still have money after I am back from hk! Haha so I went to work at Natas fair, cotton on and lastly, IT fair. First time working for IT fair and I hope I can earn commission a lot!!! Hahahha

Ytd was nich Ho's 21st birthday celebration! Had a nice dinner and went ahead for dessert at Ben and jerry! I am still so tempted to buy the lip balm!!! :(((

Alright so much of having a cheerful post. Just wanna pour out some things. Still, in my life, there isn't seems to be any peace at all. For which ever group of friends I go, there is bound to have some ridiculous conflict that happen out of zero reason. And as usual, I got dragged in and I am labelled as the mastermind. seriously, WTF???? Tell me how is this fair. Sometimes I really really want to shut my twitter down. But I can't, because that's the only place I am able to rant to instantly when I am angry, sad, happy.

I really dislike it when people get others involved and apologise and expect me to just forgive and forget. I am saying this in general. Who likes that feeling of getting accused for no reason?? Wtf wtf wtf. Seriously.

Next I don't get the reason why people got to poke their nose in to things that don't concern them. Yes, you heard it from your 'friend' but this don't mean that you should poke your nose in. If I have never even talk to you, have any issues with you, is best you just STFU and wash your hands off it. Is not like I am referring to you or whatever shit. What you are doing now is just making me to even have a bad impression of you and yes, YOU!!!

Really don't get it why older people seems to be even immature! Wtf have you been doing for this years in your life ??? Going around poking your nose into other people business? Commenting on things when it don't even involved you?? Are you too bored of your life ?? GTFO please. The more I see your face the more I think is making my hand to have the urge to slap people.

1 more year before the 20s kick in

2012-02-28T19:43:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone,

I finally have time to do some blogging. So why am I so free? This is because I downloaded the blogger app on my iPhone! Fuck yeah! Hahahah

Ohh well, is the ending of feb soon. Time do pass very very fast right!! I am now having my exam period. Ending my Y2S2 soon in a few days time. And soon I will be year 3 and gonna go attachment and my dear boy will be serving the nation!

So speaking of feb, is my birthday month!!!! Well as usual, my birthday always fall on my exam dates. But nonetheless, this year was a fabulous one. I had my silly Nicholas that came to surprise me at the strike of midnight with a cutie strawberry cake, a small bear and a new earpiece!!! Totally gone speechless when he appeared.

Wanna thank god for letting me be with him. Such a wonderful and almost perfect boyfriend Hahahha

Had a pre birthday celebration with the triplets, Zhen Yeow and stephen! Is been long that I have seen them. But the distance between us never drift. Still feel as close as before and had a awesome time out with them!!

Next I had dinner with few of the LM people! Dinner at DOME and dessert at Ben and jerry. Though a simple one, but is always the thoughts that counts!! :DD

As for the next celebration, I had it with the A(wesome). These little sweet people bought me a new wallet!! Love it max. Thank you guys!!! :DD

Last but not least, had my birthday celebrated with my dearest family. The ones that will always be there for me. :DD

Alright, 2 more paper to go and I will have to work hard and earn money! Gonna save up for HK!!!! ;DD

F*CK YEAH HALLOWEEN (Y)

2011-10-31T11:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN HUMANS!!!

Friday was a awesome time out with my lovely boy and friends!!!

Early part of the day on Friday I went off for a wine competition at suntec.

got to admit that it was a great experience.

I was like so suay that I bump into my ex events company people.

Awkward for like a moment HAHHAHA

Partner up with Wei loon for the wine competition.

Glad that he was there because he is more familiarise with wine compare to meeee

I feel so dumb man when it goes on to second round.

Conrad was awesome man, those pinoys really know a lot about wine.

Both their team won first and second :O

Walk around the wine exhibition and start getting free wine to drink.

But, it wasn't really my cup of tea so I actually went off to the Japan food trade show!

omg free food way man!

had like cha soba, chips, waggu Beef etc

fuck yeah awesomeeeeeeee

went off home and wait for lovely to end work and set off for our horror night at sentosa!!!

Suppose to go USS but the tickets sold out :(

miss the chance to sit the mummy ride again.

SIAN BALLZXZSXZ

Sentosa wasn't that bad after all but the waiting time for each trails is like 1hr plus!

stand until my leg ache.

My first trail was at the sentosa 4D cinemax.

Is call PAPA Cannibal.

The story is about this papa's daughter got killed by the jealous stepmum

and the father took revenge by killing the stepmum and eating her flesh.

Had the walk in there and got scare by the flashy light that just keep flashing.

Second trail is Deadly Lesson

This trails talks about this class is built on Singapore’s biggest cemetery, no one dares talk of the disturbing events that have taken place in the dark, dingy classrooms of this school.

Starting for the trail was alright till the ending part that this person actually climb out from the table with a head on his hand and scare me.

I scream back directly as him omgsxzsx

P.S. I really dislike things that crawl out under tables or whatever thing.

But this is the shortest trail so far and not that scary as compared to the 1st trail I walked.

The last trail is Rumah Gila

It talks about the mental institution and this patient 66 and a ageing beauty queen.

the start of the trail was horrible because they have hands sticking out to touch you.

and they have fake legs and hand on the ground and it feels disgusting when you step on it.

The last time I scream is when this guy holding the hand and Hi five with everybody

but he scream at me when I wanted to clap his hand.

AHHH EPIC MUCH.

went off to rochor for tau huey and you tiao and headed home.

there goes my friday night with awesome people and fuck yeah screaming

HAHHAHA

Alright, I shall be a good girl and start going back for training.

I needa stop skippinggggg

HAHAHAH

Can't wait for december to come.

Penang with bowlers and Msia with family and lovely :DD

Something that I just want to rant.

I really really dislike people that keep poking their nose in to business that don't even concern them at all!

If I have done nothing wrong to you, don't fucking show me attitude.

DON'T ASSUME THAT YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.

Show me one more time and I make sure I do it back to you.

seriously, who cares if you are year 1 and older than me.

If you don't know what is mutual respect I don't think I need to show you any.

People being nice to you yet you show people attitude.

WTFSHIT IS THIS?

Is really you this kind of people that I think should just get the hell ass out and roll offfff.

fuck youzasxzsxzx

Kthxbai.

2011-10-27T14:01:00.001+08:00

Just want to say thanks to those who stay by my side for whatever shits that happen to me. love you guys <3

Life like that

2011-10-24T12:52:00.003+08:00


HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY AARON WANNNNNN :DDDD

Went to surprise him with other bowlers @ his house last week.

Though is like kind of a fail surprise cause he don't seem to be that shock to see of us

HAHAHAHA

but still, hope you enjoy your celebration

Jiayou for your 9 month course ehh!

May the force be with you brother :DDDD

I always love to go on to tumblr and find all this meaningful quote photo to remind myself that life still goes on and that we will always bound to face challenges ahead.

At times I don't really have to care how certain people think about me, but who can actually really ignore what others think about you?

I can't, especially when is the other party just tried to distort everything that is true and cause people to split.

It will for sure affect me in a way, for this instance,I shall just let it affect me for a few days and aftermath I shall just forget about it and focus on the things I should actually give my attention to.

We will all face some passer by in our life that just love to by pass and stab you and run away.

Thats what I call this people bitch.

Some just really have nothing better to do and try to stir some troubles up with you

and constantly think that they are right.

I will always get agitated and start to swear and curse when I hear their names.

But when I calm down at night and think,

I will still feel that is a pity to just have this friendship gone.

I think for nights and I feel that everything is damn unfair

I want to shout out to everyone what she did, but I do not want to implicate other into the things that are suppose to be just within both of us.

I always don't like it when some friendship ends of with misunderstanding because you have this one bitch in the middle trying to distort everything.

I feel so piss off why the other party don't choose to come and clarify with me.

Feel so dumb when I tried to maintain the friendship last time.

Feel so sucky to just get misunderstand.

You know who you are, because this ain't your first time doing it to me, or to others.

So for those who actually choose to believe whatever she say,

I will just wish hope you see the truth one day :)

I can't control the mouth and mind of what the person wants to say, but just a word of advice,never let them control your mind.

At times I find it really very sweet when I see that there are still this group of friends still there for me, at least I know that they will never buy your story and that you can never snatch them away from my side because they have all see the true side of you.

Yeah, this post is really specially dedicated to you. (611881141)

Don't keep coming out of nowhere and stir some trouble up.

I won't be nice if you cross the line again.


Found this on a tumblr and is damn cool !! shall try it soon. CUTE TTM


I REALLY wish I can have a pet doggg :((( this one is sooooooo soooooo cuttteeeeeeeee

Have I mention before that Tom & Jerry is my favourite childhood cartoon. till now is still the best. <3

I always have a fetish for ballon pictures in the sky. Just makes me feel so carefree.

I always love to fold the stars and put them in a bottle and make a wish.

will really want to go Japan because of all the cute stuff they invent.

kthxbai. time to do PPT.

Present, Past

2011-10-13T12:30:00.002+08:00

The best I ever had

Afternoon everyone!

Is Wednesday! which means I am just 2 days away from my lovely weekend.

How is class for everyone on the third day of school?

Mine is still doing good because I got quite a lively class :)

I don't really know what I want to talk about now, but I guess everytime when I want to pour out all the feelings in my heart in words, I can't.

For my times since Primary school till now, I met all kinds of friends.

Alright maybe I should start talking about my primary school life,

Anyone of your ever got bully during Primary school?

Well, I experienced that.

It was like the hell ride for me, I had like classmates that I barely even speak a sentence or so to them and got bullied.

Sometimes I really wonder, is it that I look irritating that people just love to aim me or is just plainly my life have to go through all this bullying stuff.

I only remember the times I enjoyed most in my primary school life is my bowling times.

Maybe thats also the reason why I will want to join back bowling again, hoping I can do well in it and also meet nice friends in it.

I don't deny that my current bowling have got no nice friends. But.. alright that shall save for the later part.

Hence, for my primary school life, those really nice friends really only come from my bowling team.

Actually I can't even remember who I go recess with in primary school now. HAHAHHA

Maybe I should talked about my Secondary school life. OMG speaking of that is really hectic.

I have make so many different kinds of friends in Secondary school.

Friends that will pretend to be nice to you but backstab you behind,

Friends that just want to be friend to you to take advantage of you,

Friends that be friend with you because you are popular,

but nonetheless, there are still true friends.

I am actually quite glad that I met several good friends in my secondary school years.

People like the triplets, Jing yi & co,Jying, Susan etc.

They are really the ones that was really there for me when my times are real low.

Now and then I always feel guilty for not being able to be by their side.

I feel like I neglected them because of my poly friends.

Speaking of poly friends, I always feel that maybe poly isn't really a good place for you to find true friends, good friend or which ever it is.

Is more like a place where you will get betrayed, backstab etc.

Is like, I can never forget how despicable some people can get.

They can just cook up some stories to harm you and worst of all, cry and pretend they are innocent.

Thats just one group of them.

There are people that is once very close to one another and suddenly just lose the connection between the friendship and never talk. ( I guess is happening on me right now)

There are also people trying to be friends with you and watch how you fall and leave you alone after you fall.

Sometimes, I think to myself at night.

Like, can't some people just be simple and true?

Why go around hurting people's feelings on purpose?

Did the person even offend you or did you do that out of jealousy or whatsoever reason?

I just don't get how some people thinks at time,

They expect people to treat them good but they hurt people.

How fair is this?

Maybe I am also like this but I just don't realise?

But, I will always ask myself at night, have I ever done wrong to anyone during the day?

Maybe that the only way that I can reflect to be a better man.

Arrgh whatever it is, not like everyone will cherish friendship.

As for me, maybe I been through more downss,I really do cherish friendship.

I know the importance of really having friends by your side.

Because other than your family, Bf/Gf , they are the next group of people on the list you can rely on.

But just sometimes, not all people are as easy or pure as you think they are.

Sometimes for the sake of not losing the friendship, I can take the blame even though I am not the one at fault.

But just sometimes, after I apologise and try to make everything back to normal, the person don't seems to appreciate.

Is like, ridiculous right?

Here I am trying to pull back the friendship into normal shape, but there you are, trying to just distort it.

I have been through so many times of this scenerio that now, I am just lazy to even do anything.

I am like so not interested in the friendship anymore that from now on I will just pretend to ignore you.

I have got a group of friends in poly, which I thought it will always stay the same.

Because I thought they are the most true or I can say, the best people among the friends I have known in poly life.

But guess what, this friendship become a dissapointment to me.

Maybe I was the one that choose to walk away.

But have your ever stop a while and think why is it that I will want to walk away.

Everything happens for a reason.

And yes, you guys are the reason.

Maybe I just like it when I can feel the important to people.

I mean, who don't like to feel important?

But when I treat your as my top priority that time, what do your treat me for?

Sometimes I just feel like I am a extra in this friendship with your

and that I need to leave to find myself a place that I will never be a extra to he/she.

kthxbai.

2011-10-10T12:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

I am back in RP for my Year 2 Semester 2!

Bet some people have got good or either bad classmate in their class.

As for mine, Guess it will be a good class?

I know almost half of the classmates in this class and I can say that they are all

nice people to be around with.

Class started which means I have got RJ, evaluation and quiz to do!

But I have got work todayyyy. ohh well whatever, shall do on the way to work later.

Sooooooo... the very first lesson of the week is MACRO!!

We are talking about GDP all this kind of stuff.

Is like so related to my Geography lesson in sec 4.

How I wished I actually pay more attention last time in class so that I am able to answer the questions in class today.

WCEC has finally come to an end.

Kind of wasted my 3 days because I practically didn't really gain much from that event.

All I know was that the event is damn damn messy.

Be it the seating arrangement, the place to drop off and meet up etc.

Talking to my VIP is kind of tiring because, I realise my chinese has really deproved.

Is really quite bad man, I tend to keep using english in my chinese sentences.

OMG how can I become like that mann!!!

SO for my Friday night, I spend it with my lovely lady lee.

Went over to her house to overnight and have our heart to heart talk.

Is been long I meet up with this bitch, kind of miss her.

I always like to mention her to my other friend because she is really one great girl to be with.

Watched like 1 movie and we started drinking one cup of vodka.

I guess I am weird, because I always keep going to toilet to pee after I drink.

This is not the first time man.

Alright thats all for nowww.

Hope today will get a good grade in class though :D

FIGHT MACRO!!!

I didn't see Jarod for so long and he is now like 168cm!!!

OMGGG

2011-10-04T00:47:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

School is going to resume in 1 more day!
I am like half excited and half turn off by the fact.
Excited because I have got some lovely classmates with me to motivate me.
Got kind of turn off because I have to help out on a event WCEC from 5th Oct - 7th Oct.
Ohh well, what to do, is an order from the school. Hope this event will turn out to be a fun one :)

Sooooooooooo for the 1 month plus of holiday, I have been working, travelling, spending time with my lovely boy and last, catch up with some old friends that I haven been seeing them for like a year!!!!

Got so happy when I finally meet up with Susan Ng!
The last time I saw her was like, 1 year plus ago? OMG can't believe we didn't meet for so lonnggggg!
Next group of people that I finally meet up was Xinyi, Sock Kuan and Sinling!
Had a fun time chilling outside starbucks till 1am plus and went home.
Last but not least, I finally caught up with my awesome clique, JY,SY and GY!!!
The feeling of catching up with all this great old friends are always awesome.
Because I always know that they are always there for me!

So right now, I am basically rotting my own time at home or at work and awaits for school start.
Shall have more determination this semester to get better GPA :X

And OMG, I have been like shopping like some crazy person ever since I got back from HK.
I spend money faster than I earn them.
I really need to start controlling. I am like almost coming home everyday with a new bag of clothes, shoes etc.
My father is going crazy at the rate of me buying my stuff.
During this holiday I bought like 5 pairs of heels, 2 sandals and 1 bag.
Gmarket itself already make me spend up to $$$ figures. *but, I still wanna get a nice bag from there soon* :X
Victoria Secret crazy sales also make me spend like crazy. I bought like 5 bottles of body mist at a damn cheap price. I am gonna smell like some berries soon.
Face shop, Body shop and Etude house face products burn a hole in my pocket
Cotton on attractive staff price is making me buying more and more.
I can't wait to get the 3in1 belt asap~ hope no one can find where I hide it in the store.
If not there goes my belt, the belt is so rare that I can't find it in other cotton on store :(
I am soon gonna have a new MIT and new FA.
Anthony is leaving to Hougang Mall to become 2nd IC :(
Nonetheless, all the best to him! He has always been such a nice MIT to me!
Cause he always give me more shifts HAHAHHAHAHAHA ~

Oime check now is 1.00am .
I have nothing on tomorrow except meeting my boy after his work at evening time.
I can't sleep now, but I can't seem to find things to do online.
Oh god. just pop out some nice show for me please :(
I am running out of movie to watch :(

Will be back soon to update my blog more often *cross fingers*

love this picture the most < 3

2011-09-21T04:27:00.002+08:00

Hello Humans!

I am left with 3 mroe weeks to the end of my holiday.
I am finally back from Hong Kong and I totally miss there a lot a lot.
I miss getting myself cut off from all the tight and busy schduele I have always been in.
Miss buying whatever I like over there and spending time with my loved ones.
7D6N over there feels like a dream, is just too short.
I will really want to go over there again and again and explore.
The next destination I will really want to go will be places like Australia, USA, Bangkok, Taiwan etc.
I really love travelling a lot, and I made a promise to myself that I must at least travel to one country every year.

As for yesterday!
I finally meet up with my lovely girls, Jing, Shin and Grace.
though it was just a short meet up for dinner over @ the soup spoon.
The time we four spend together is really great.
I never feel distanced with them, maybe is really all the tough times we been together that make us so strong.
Sometimes I really do feel bad when we didn't meet for months or even talk for months.
Hope we four will have more times dig out to meet up.

Just finish watching sex and the city on Funshion, though I know this movie was like damn long ago but, it nearly make me tear.
When I was watching the movie, it constently remind me about the four of us.
I really wonder if the four of us will still be in contact till we are old and die.
Will we be by each other side everytime and support one another.
I mean, is really hard to come by this kind of friendship because when we get older and have our own family, you will stay more focus to your family and career right?

Wouldn't it be nice when you know that there is always someone there for you when you are at the lowest point of your life?
I been through lots of politics, misunderstands and arguements and I am really glad that I always have friends like them by my side to pull it through with me.
really can't imagine how I can live without all this friend's existence.

One thing I am also grateful for is to have a really really great boyfriend by my side now.
He is really everything that I've ever wanted.
He is too nice to be true.
He always makes me feel like I am living in some fairytale and really met a perfect guy.
Every now and then I will always be very afraid to lose him, cause I know that he meant the whole world to me now.
I ever picture the scene of him leaving me one day, and trust me, it really make me feels like I am in hell or even worst than that.
lets just hope that we will last.

I shall leave everything to Kismet

2011-08-31T01:44:00.002+08:00

All these are what I am thinking to myself almost everyday.
I have so much things to rant.
I don't know who to rant to and how to start ranting my stuff to people.
Guess right now blog is just a nice place for me to rant.

I always envy people that can have friendship that can last very long.
Everytime when I look at facebook live feed and I saw like my friends posting up photos of her/him and their clique, I really envy a lot.
The friendship they have are like really strong and lasting.
Is like you will never be afraid to fall, because you always know you have that group of friends that will definitely be there for you.
However, at times when I look at myself, I don't know if my friendship with others are good or bad.
I have a few really close secondary school friends, the ones that I really really will never want to lose it. But, we seldom meet. Maybe is just because all of us are busy with our school stuff, projects and exam and blah blah ~~
But sometimes I just ask myself, we are all living so near one another, why is it that we can don't meet up for at least 6 months or a year? Not even for a simple dinner

But actually one thing I am grateful for is that, even though we all didn't meet up for so long.
I never feel that I lost the bond with them. At times I am down, I will think of them and be grateful that they are there for me. I really really miss my secondary school time *sigh*

alright, guess I will be off to bed to forget everything that I am thinking now.

2011-08-01T11:05:00.002+08:00

IS MONDAY PEOPLE
which means is week 14 of this semester.
9 more days to end of this semester 1 !
3 more weeks to UT3.
and 4 more weeks to my hong kong trip.
I SERIOUSLY TOTALLY NEED MY BREAK .

Is service quality lesson now, and as usual, is always damn quiet
whole class is 90% doing their own stuff.
I am very very very sleepy that I can feel my eyes are only half open.

Taking a look of myself in the mirror, I feel that I am so damn god ugly.
puffy eyes, dark eye circles, fats and pimple. :(

have been having weird dreams nowadays.
Maybe is because I forgotten about your birthday and you are hunting me now :X
feel so bad that I actually forgotten your birthday. *sigh*

5 more days to POL-ITE.
same like last year, I am a reserve again :(
ohh well, gotta work harder for next year!!!

GOODLUCK RP TEAM FOR THIS WEEK POL-ITE!
better win some awards back yeah!
I will be there shouting for you guys :D
especially for singyee haha!

2011-07-28T09:41:00.002+08:00

Morning everyone! I have finally decide to change my blogskin.

I am dying in this very boring module. Strategic thinking skills.
This new faci never fails to make me feel sleepy.
Semester 1 for year 2 is gonna come to an end soon and seriously,
I love this class. I feel more motivated to do things and find joy with my classmates.
One thing that sucks most is that I am too busy to organise any outing with them :(

life hasn't been very good to me yet. I still face politics here and there.
People I thought I understand turn out to be the opposite way.
I feel like I need a total break from everything.
Sometimes I really wonder what I really want. I make myself so stretch out, I neglected things that I shouldn't be neglecting. I feel like I am gonna end my this 3 years of life in poly achieving nothing.

I have the thought to give up one or few.
But you know, I just don't bear to.
Either way, I am upset with myself.
I always don't put in my 100% effort for the things I want.
I just took almost everything for granted.
In the end when the final decision is made, then I will start to regret.
ohh well, wonder when I will ever learn.

Piss at myself and piss at some people.
I don't know if I am really this unlucky or what,
but a lot of things just love to happen on me.
Just when I thought it will be a smooth sail for me,
things starts to pop out and the whole cycle repeats for me.
I will keep getting angsty and want to confront people.
But one part of me is holding back because things will really turn nasty after that.
arrghhh what to do? I just have to close one eyes and ignore those people.

I will always try my best to convince myself that I don't have to go all out to explain everything to clear misunderstand or whatever bullshit.
If you are really my friend and you understand me then you will know what kind of person I am.
But, sometimes is really just hard to ignore what those people are doing to you.
Is like I will really feel like slapping the person real hard in the face and dare them to say what they did.
But nahhh, I know it will just make things worst.
Given my character, others might seriously think I am bullying people. hahha

pfffttt 2 more weeks to end of Semester1 and 4 more weeks to UT3.
5 more weeks to my hong kong trip.
I seriously can't wait for the trip.
I really really need a break.

2011-04-30T17:12:00.003+08:00

Afternoon human!

Is saturday today and I spend half of the day at home looking after my grandma
and also have my family bonding.

A busy week has finally gone and over with it!
Monday and Tuesday I had my SLA booth decorations and Jive meeting!
Wed and Thur I had my SLA fiesta for Jive and bowling too!
Went for youthphoria meeting and was glad RP did the best job! (Y)
Thank you to all my committee members that were there that day! :D
We will have a long way to go for this project!
Friday was the worst day for me!
first part was, I hooked onto something in the bus and
spoiled the watch silly gave :'(
next, I was on the way to meet Liz & co for dinner at dhouby ghaut,
but halfway the train captain want all of us to alight at tanah merah!
I waited for liek 15 mins to board the next train.
Cause there was this 3 trains that came but we can't boared at all!
however, everything starts to gets better when I meet up with Liz & co.
Just Acia dinner was great! (Y)
Aftermath, I went to meet silly, Norman and their friends!
Watched Thor and OMG, the actor body is damn HOT!!!
but I bet silly was staring at the female lead all the way through the movie
HAHAHHAHAHA
went for supper with them and home sweet home :DDD
It was a awesome Friday night after all the rubbish that happens at the earlier part of the day.
So glad to have afiqah and friends there to brighten up my day
and of course, Silly there to always ensure me that everything is alright.
Love you guys (L)

Year 2 semester 1 has just started not long ago,
I kind of like my class now :D
They are quite fun people to be around with!
Maybe we should have more class outing :D

They were all my favourite people :)

At times I will always think what will happen to my life if I didn't join this IG.
One thing for sure is that I won't get to meet awesome people like clara, aaron, singyee, denard and Nicholas etc.
At times I will always think of all the fun and happy moments we all been through.
I always miss those laughter we have during training.
At times I will always think of the things you guys did for me.
At times I will also think of the support your always give me.

But at times, when the bad memories starts to flash by,
I feel hurt and tired.
When I start to remember the things that happen on me,
I become more wary of people around me.
I become more sensitive,
I become more paranoid.
I start to take back the trust I have in some of them
and take a step back to see what kind of people are they.
I start to think a lot and wonder if some of them are worth the friendship.
I start to question myself whether I did anything wrong
that will cause them to do this to me.
I get even more hurt when I realise the people whom I trust
actually don't trust me.
and as times goes by, I get tired of everything.

I never lose the interest in this IG and neither did the
other committment of mine replace the interest I have for this IG.
It was all the past events that makes me tired of this IG.
I don't know whom I can trust anymore,
neither do I even feel like we are a team now.
I am really very tired.
can someone show me the way?

2011-04-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hello guysssssssss
Is been a long time I update my blog.
So what was i busy with for like the past 2 months?
I am busy with preparing prom night and orientation camp!
Prom night is officially over and now we are left with FOP.

Months of planning and finally is gonna be over soon.
People might think that we are doing a bad job etc,
but know what?
is not a easy job to plan and cater to like almost a thousand students.
Please be more reasonable and stand in our shoes when your make remarks.
We tried our best to cater to all of your.
since everything still run accordingly and first day is already over,
we have endure till so far.
is not a failure right?
we can't please everyone. get that?
If your don't like being a leader, why sign up in the first place?
If you think you are so good, come forward and tell us you want to run this programe.
I will be gladly sitting back and watch how you run it
and how you please everyone.

SO GUYS PLEASE BE MORE REASONABLE :)
thank you for your kind understandingggggg.

I believe we did not did a VERY VERY BAD JOB.
everything will have flaws, none of us is perfect.
not even a non-living thing is perfect.
so committee, we shall not let words bring us down!
we must BELIEVE in ourselves!!! :DDDD

FINALLY 18

2011-02-17T20:12:00.005+08:00

16 febuary 2011

Yesterday is my big big big day!
cause I am finally 18!!!
which means I can do a few more things in life legally,
which is drive, watch M18, club, drink, buy big sweep hahah how awesome is that?!

so how did I actually spend my 18th birthday?
it was a very simple one though but I am statisfied with it :)

the first celebration for the day is the most shocking and sweetest celebration.
Denard actually bluff me that there is a bowling committee meeting
after my UT. I totally believe it because even aaron yeo, my 2 captain text me about the meeting.
so i was at the library after my UT waiting for the meeting to start, but i waited damn long.
and i wanted to walk off because i was meeting the Cherylsssss
but denard manage to hold me back.

so when i actually walked up to reel room, i got a total shock.
becauseeeee................
there is a group of them holding on to a muffin with a candle on it
singing happy birthday to me!
at that moment i was am like "OMG"
totally in a state of shock cause I can't believe they actually got a surprise for me :X
i am totally speechless and i don't know how to express how happy i am.
so i have to go one round blowing out the candle and i was like so happy and shock that
my legs starts to like get weak hahahahha sounds so loser hahha
last part of the celebration is a video that afiqah made for me.
I didn't tear because I am so touched by their actions till I don'teven know how to cry.

really thanks a lot guys, all the small and sweet actions that you guys did really make my birthday a memorable one.
love you guys so much! i don't know how many thank you must i say to your.
but really really thanks a lot for the birthday surprise and celebration.

guess what dillon and jace bought for me! A PIKACHU PUZZLEEE!!
IS SO CUTE RIGHT! and is wrap in purple some more!!
is my first 18th birthday! thanks a lot! love you two!!!!!

after the celebration, went off to meet the cherylsss and went to swensens for lunch and
study at toh's house. but study plan is a fail! cause we are totally no mood for it.
so we actually webcam :D hahaha

lastly, celebrated my 18th birthday with my family at airport swensens :DD

thank you everyone for wishing me on my birthday!
thanks alot!!! love you guys!!! :DDDD

heart felt words

2011-02-13T02:06:00.016+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

I am trying to study for my maths now but apparently I can't absorb anything.
SOOOOOO
I decide to update my blog! :)

Friday was the last day of being a year 1 student.
time flies and I am going to be a Year 2 student like in 3 months time?
throughout this 1 year of poly life, I'm glad that I met quite a number of awesome people

starting from my year 1 sem 1 classmate

AFIQAH FATIN

she is one of the awesome people that was there by my side during
the ups and downs of my life in RP.
how we got so close?
answer is : CAMBODIA TRIP
if back then we didn't go cambodia together, I wonder if we will ever be so close.
she is totally crazy and loyal friend.
she will always cheer me up when I am down, laugh out loud and go crazy with me.
she always lend me her shoulder to cry on.
love those hugs she give me
lastly, thank you dear, for those time and effort you put in this friendship.

next to my bowling IG!

AARON WAN

hello guys! he is aaron wan aka my great brother!
he is also another great friend that was by my side
although sometimes he like to act like he don't give a shit,
but in my heart, I do know he is concern about me.
he is going to graduate soon :(
but looking on the bright side, I wouldn't wish he retain hahah
hey aaron, if you ever happens to read this post,
I really want to thank you for all those advice and encouragement you give me, guiding me in this complicating life and those times that you were there to help share the problems in my life. Really thanks a lot :)

CLARA LIM

CLAR CLAR!!! my number one favourite friend
I totally love her character and love her for being such a true friend.
She always listen to my problem and I always love her reactions after listening to my problems.
those advice she give is POWER.
she never fails to make me stop and reflect more about life.
All her words are always so encouraging and she is really just that awesome.
I place all my trust in her because I know she is a trustworthy friend
She is also going to graduate soon :( which means I will definitely miss those times at training with her.

AARON YEO & DENARD KUOK

if you don't know, they are my closest friend in my year 1 batch.
not forgetting kelly! but she is no longer in our team :(
I miss those times I have with her. she is a sweet and cheerful girl.
Her smile never fails to cheer me up.
Both denard and aaron were always by my side.
denard always speak up for me and defend me when people try to bring me down.
aaron's ear is always there to listen to my rantings.

last but not least

NICHOLAS LIM

To others he might just be a ordinary person
but to me, he is special.
I am glad that he was there for me during the down time
and also glad that he was there for me to share the great moments in my poly life.
He always act like as though he don't really bother, but actually, he does.
He will always sit there quietly listening to my rants, complains and the story of my life
He will always like to say "relax la." when I just get too agitated telling him my problems.
those words from him never fail to just make me smile even though I am at the point of blowing up or breaking down.
He is just this special to me.
Thank you nicholas, for being there for me all the time.

POLYFORUM

POLYFORUM

this group of people are the nicest one I ever met.
they are all so sweet and true to one another.
even though all of us come from different poly
and we only meet up once in a while,
but all the moments with you guys are greatly cherished.
your are just simply awesome, times out with you guys always
never fail to make me laugh like some mad person and forget all my troubles.
we shall all meet again soon. I miss those times sitting around a round table
and chat like there is no tomorrow.

DILLON TAN

He hate it when people spells his name as DILLION
I use to spell his name like this too :X
how me and him got so close?
thanks to YOG and jive camp :)
we were at the same place for YOG but different job scope.
and guess what! we are both in the same class for semester 2!
Dillon is really a great friend. we two will never run out of topic to talk.
He is always ready to lend me his ears and laugh out loud with me.
even though he is always unglam but to me, he is always handsome one lah
hahaha touched not dillon?
though now is already the end of this semester and we are all heading a different class
I will never forget how great were you as a friend and those times you were there for me.
Thank you dillon! and don't worry, I will never let this friendship drift apart! :)

lastly my other awesome friends that made my life in RP such a awesome one.

I don't know how to express the thoughts I have for every single one of your in words.
I just can't find suitable words to let you guys know how important your are to me and
thank your for entering my life and make it such a awesome one.
I am glad that in my life, I am able to have great friends like your.
I just want to let your know that,
I will always be here for your just like how your were there for me.
I might be busy, but just so you know, I do think of your every now and then and miss those times we all have.
I will never allow our friendship to just drift apart so easily.
each and every single one of you just stands a important place in my heart.
without you guys, I wonder how my poly life will really be.
lastly, really thank you for brightening up my life and making it such a colorful one
LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

To those people who tried to bring me down,
I will like to say thank you,
because without you this kind of people
I will never know that I actually have such great friends like them by my side.
So, thanks a lot and I belive in karma :)

2011-01-31T00:14:00.003+08:00

so who actually can totally understand me, how i feel and the things that is happening to me?

won't your just let me go from all these disappointment?

2011-01-24T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hello guys! is been months that i left my blog dead

is already gonna be the end of january 2011 !
how times flies man! I am going to be a year 2 soon!!

reasons that i have been not blogging is because i am too busy!
almost everyday i am packed up with something.
think most probably i will lock this blog soon :D

sooooo.... life has been like
ups and downs for me again.
but i guess is been a better road now :D

been enjoying my life for the moment
but i need to find time out and catch up with my sec school friend's life.
i miss them hell lots.
they are people who i think is true to others and awesome people
unlike poly, you see people who appear to be nice to you
but deep down in them, they are trying hard to pull you down
by doing all sorts of evil things. seriously, why are they even existing on earth?
*roll eyes*
but still, i do meet some awesome people in poly too :D
just got to know how to appreciate life now.

2010-12-17T10:02:00.002+08:00

Grandma, Please be fine :'(

It hurts to see you suffer. I wish I have the ability to take away all the pain you are going through right now.

Please get well soon.
If I ever lose you it will be equal to losing myself.
I just don't bear to let you go :'(

2010-11-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

Is coming to an end to November and i am hoping it to pass real fast.

November just don't seems to be a good month for me.

Starting from that bowling incident,

getting accused for something i didn't do
i injured my knee
become a reserve when i thought i could be a player
my bowling ball starts giving me problem
getting my bowling ball replug
not able to attend almost a month training due to injury
to now, my bowling skills just declined all the way
grandma admitted to hospital
drifted away from the people who was close with me
having my left knee injured
getting my left side of the head injured
grades seems to be not doing good
trusted wrong people
getting myself all kinds of disappointment that i don't think i should deserve
realise that afterall, true friends, good friends blah blah all this don't really exist
disappointment and disappointed
realise that no one actually understand how i exactly feel

sometimes, when everything start crashing down, it really makes me get so sick and tired of it.
I got so mentally and physically tired and sick of all the craps i hear and see that i can instantly having the mindset of giving up.
Got so pissed off with myself when i still try to put up a strong front in front of the others.
At times i really wish i could just cry my heart out, make myself tired and after a long sleep i will wake up and forget everything.

But when i wanted to do this, i asked myself this question " who would actually be there?"
I got myself stumbled upon my own question. I realise i can't think of anyone i would want to turn to or who i think will really be there.

Anyone can just tell you that " i will be there for you babe" but when things really happen, who exactly will be there? who exactly understand what you are going through, who exactly will lend you a hand and go through the tough journey with you?

At the end of everything, I realise that friendship is just that fragile. You may take years or months and a lot of effort to build it up. But just one wrong step or when that person took everything for granted, there goes this friendship.

I will make myself stay strong from now, because i know, you just can't be dependent on friendship anymore. It will only led to disappointment and even more dissappointment.

Perhaps everything is just like that.

Thank you life, for making me going through this and making me stronger.

2010-10-21T14:06:00.003+08:00

and again is this photo, the one and only photo we have hahhhah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BROTHERY AARON WAN !
HAHAHAH
HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENT I GIVE AND AND
ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY OKAYY!!
AND AND AND,

TODAY IS A WINDY DAY, I THINK VALERIE IS A HUMBLE GIRL.
HAHAHHAHAHHA AWESOME MUCH? HAHAHHA

okayy all i want to say to you is never enough to write down.
but i will never forget you :)
afterall, i want to really thank you for being such a great brother to me.
life is really really more awesome than it is.
thanks so much for everything! :)
love ya brothery! hahahah

new semester, new friends, new start :)

2010-10-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE
i am back from polyforum
and school is starting 2moro!!!

how times flies mann!! holiday are just over like so fast?!
got to start writing RJ and stuff all over again hahaha
oh my tiannn
how sian can that be!

there will be S&C and mental training 2moro, work on wed.
hahahah like a awesome or what?

hahah anywayyyy, POLYFORUM 2010 is a awesome oneeee..
had a great time over there with awesome people.
hahah room 327 is the hang out place yeahhh hahahha

alrightt, a short post for today.
gotta do my pre reading and get myself to sleep soonnnn
cause i needa wake up at 6am laterrr!! hahahha

alright, till then.

HELLO E26B
MY NEW SEMESTER CLASSS :DDD

PULAI SPRING

2010-10-04T02:05:00.002+08:00

i'm loving my nails.
going malaysia soon with awesome people! hahah
RETRO NIGHT AND PULAI SPRING~
HERE I COME !!!!!
HAHAHHAHAH

nights peoplee!! hahhaha

2010-10-02T11:16:00.003+08:00

another group of awesome people hahahahha

PRE POLY FORUM HAS FINALLY ENDED!!
but there is still the actual forum next week at pulai spring.
and pulai spring is damn nice!
all of us will be staying in suite! haahahha
so awesome or what!!
and and!!!! i meet new friends like yong wen, eleanor,jack,galvin,persis,sid,pamela etc.
all the sweet sweet and nice people :D
see you guys on next tue! gonna spam photos alright! hahahhaha

hahah anywayyyyy, i realise i spend my money damn fastttt hahah
i just spend away $120 in one hour on thurs with afiqah.
like a awesome or what? hahaha

went down to for birthday celebration for my dearest sock kuan on tuesday.
finally i got to meet up with her, sinling and xin yi after like.... half a year?
hahahhaha eat steamboat, sing k at her house and and drink!! hahaa

love her ttm

aftermath went down to jack's birthday chalet haha
and went to walk around with norman, enseilia and kennedy! hahahahha

gonna meet brothery soon for shopping time!!! hahahahah
alrights i finally got 10hours of sleep today haha

kthxbye :D

2010-09-25T11:48:00.006+08:00

an awesome batch of friends that never leave me :D

HELLO EVERYONE!
emo period is over, even though sometimes thinking about it still hurts.
but ohh well, what to do right? life's like that sometimes.
but life have been good to me too, giving me lots of activities so that i won't think too much.

alrightttt enough of that. SOOOOO for like last week till now
i have events like JIVE CAMP, USS and work!!! hahahaha

Had a 2D1N jive camp in school.
is totally awesomeeee, met new awesome friends like elysia, sherie, benjamin and dillion :D
played water games and yeah
after the camp,
i head towards USS !!!!
like a awesome or what!!!
took quite a number of rides and yeah
but there is a price to pay for all this free stuff.
which is cab fare -.-
cause we party till too late. no midnight bus home for me hahahaha

as for the next few days, i had work!
work place is getting more and more fun!
the presence of people like Dawn, Noel, WanYing,pebble etc always brighten up my day :D

ohhh anywayyyyy, went to watch resident evil in 3D on tuesday with Lesden adn Dillion
@ the cathy.
and i got to say that is really totally awesome!!! hahaha the effects are really there
except for the ending, i kind of don't get it hahahhaha
aftermath, we went to SCAPE to sing K.and is damn cheap!
is like 3 hours for $10.70 hahahahah

ohhhh another happy thing in my life is that,
my brothery have finally return from australia!!!!
finally the person i can HTHT with is backkk!!!
i miss him much mannn!! hahahah

alright, going out soon to farhana's open house :D
awesome or what right!! hahahahha

HI MY DEAR JING YING,i know life have been like a up and down for you recently.
but guess what! you will always have me there with you to overcome all this alright!
hahah love you ttm! thanks for being there for me too. be it down and ups in my life.
seee youuu like real soon!!! XOXO

2010-09-10T21:00:00.003+08:00

but i guess i will lose you now.
tell me what to do, cause obviously now is not okay.

2010-09-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

cause you just left me hanging by a thread there.
not knowing what i should do.
maybe you could just come and tell me what to do.
ensure me that what is on my mind was just all wild imaginations i can think of.

cause i just got so mentally tired from thinking about it.
got my heart aching like it is going to burst.
the heart pain is so painful that is causing me to hardly breathe.

so can you kindly save me from all this pain.
come and tell me.
let me know what is exactly on your mind.
won't you?

and lastly, i miss you.

RETAIL JOB

2010-09-02T12:28:00.008+08:00

IS MY FIRST DAY OF WORK AT RETAIL SHOP YTD.
i stand for a total of 8 hours.
repeating the same question " hi, can i help?"
IS THIS AWESOME OR BAD?
customer service seems like a stranger to me yesterday.
is my first time serving customers.
communicating with the foreigners like those Indonesians, Philippines etc
makes me feel like killing myself.
because they don't seems to understand our local english.
ohh well, looking on the bright side.
money shall roll in soon.
i need it for my bowling and of course,
my own retail therapy!
i off work at 11.20pm ytd
and han soon actually waited for me!
awww so touched man!
i thought he would have left already!
hahahhahaha awww what a awesome sec school best friend i got!
hahahhahahhaahhahahah :DD

i am currently in RP library, the reel room.
How long have i not step inside RP?
haha but it still feels the same man.
like a normal school day.
except that i have to come back in the morning for meeting
and later, for my communication practice module revision!
and lastly, 4 hours of work later.
heee smile man!
i can picture when next month
i go and check my bank account the money population growing.
like they having sex inside among themselves hahahahhahahahahahah
and baby money is born hahahahahhahaha
ohh well, yeah yeah
october shall be a good month for me!
endure valerie, i need the money you know! hahahhahah

Everyone now is going gaga over the upcoming Kpop concert.
is like yah i know right!

aww anyway,
i miss training with kelly :(
is a sad thing she quitted because of personal matters.
but ohh well, what to do :(
now there is less one person going crazy with me.
and because of work, i am spending less time with my bowling peeps.
oh my tian, it seems like is getting worst.
because i have even more upcoming things which will crash with my bowling training :(

alright, i can't wait for polyforum to come!
i will be going malaysia with the other peeps from other poly.
like a awesome or what. hahahahhaaha

kayysssss i have an exact of 20 mins more till my revision start.
dragging my feet to work later.
if only people there are more crazy and easy to get along with.
i will be more gladly to work an 8 hours shift.
but ohh well, more new comers coming in!
means i will have more friends to get gaga with me.
come on, i can do it.
retail job ain't that bad what ! hahhaha

Cause both you and I,
we fell in love.

2010-08-23T21:29:00.004+08:00

Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.

time flies and everyone seems to move on with their life.
but no doubt, your are still missed by us.
the times we spend, the things we did,
the talks we have, the laughter we had
and the memories we shared
will never be forgotten.
hope your are doing fine in another place.

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have,
we lose people. But you never forget them.
And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the faith to go on with life.

2010-08-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

YOG DUTY TOMORROW.
GONNA SPOT ALL THE HUNKS MAN!
heard from singyee the hockey team got one guy looks like taylor L and is damn hot.
hahahahhaha woohooooo *drooling*

went for job interview on friday and yeah i got the job! hahahah
aftermath meet up with edmund, singyee, aaron and sam
singyee got to leave halfway cause she needs to be back to her grandma house :(
awwww no crazy laughter with me.
after she left we went to bugis to eat steamboat.
but trust me, i spend like 27dollar eating meatballs only!!!!
is so not worth! we should have went to eat Fish & co. instead hahah
went to fetch jack and proceed to the nearest area, which is demsey hill
to eat BEN AND JERRY! hahaha
and and the kind hearted aaron yeo send me and edmund home
while the others go sam house hahah

as for my saturday ! i meet up with afiqah!
we become retard for a moment because
we decide to meet at 3.30pm
but in the end, i ended up at orchard and she ended up at bugis
because before that we didn't say where to meet!
trust our own guts feeling and went to different place.
JOKE OR WHAT! hahahhahah
went around shopping at orchard, had heart to heart talk again :D
and home sweet home! hahahhaha

so for my lovely sunday.
i stayed home! hahahahha

ALRIGHT THATS ALL FOR NOW.
YOG TOMORROW!
HUNKS! HERE I COME HAHHAHA

2010-08-14T01:44:00.003+08:00

Memories is like a dairy that we all carry about with us,
and now, W45E is part of my dairy.

IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL SEMESTER ONE.
which marks the last day of being the same class with people from W45E.
awwww how time flies, 4 months just pass by a speed of light.

since is the last day of school, is time for some reminiscence.

lets start with my dearest Elearnor Tan Rou Ying flashes by a speed of light. HAHAHHAHA

you know what EL!
this is like our last photo taken, before i flew to cambodia!
This shows that we haven been going out for a long time!
I know is my fault, because i am busy with my SC and bowling training.
I still remember the third day of orientation camp,
we are sitting at the same table, doing the activities together.
this is the starting point of our friendship.first day of school, it was science lesson
and i remember i am late and you were in group one!
we gradually become closer and soon we have our shopping spree at orchard. You and your shopping bags.
You were eating mac in the taxi
and the uncle is like ranting at us for eating
hahah aftermath, you reach home and spill your milo on your sofa.
how clumsy can you be right!
hahahha i still remember the times,
where you and me had our heart to heart talk at pasir ris Ehub Just Acia.
still remember how you tried to imitate my laughter
and yeah quote all my epic english pronunciation which is " hey APPLE-er" laughing about me with the cheenah essence hahah
however, seeing the present now, we are like kind of distance.
But whatever it is, I just want to let you know,
all this great memories i have with you is not forgotten even if i am damn busy.
some times when i am alone and start to reflect,
i certainly miss the times i had with you,
because good friends are hard to come by.
everything is like fated isn't it.
If that day i didn't sit down at the same table with you,
i doubt we will share so much great memories.
Eleanor, is really a blessing to have a friend like you.
Now we are going to be a different class, i will like to tell you this.i will still miss the crazy times with you and yeah, love you!! :)
jiayou in your studies uh!! :)

HELLO HANA! THIS NEXT PART IS FOR YOU!

hi dear!
this is our very very first photo we took in day one of science lesson.
seriously, how times flies right?
you were like damn hyper and like a crazy girl.
soon we become closer friends
and yeah sometimes having heart to heart talk too i guess.
writing down OB notes and tagging everyone in class .
being in science group was the most awesome group.
having our photo shoots with el and andy after school was crazy.
is also been a great time spend with you,
and yeah i will want to tell you this, I LOVE YOU HANA! :)

yeah let me introduce to your my bitch, AFIQAH AKA SUNSHINE!

hi my dear dear dear afiqah,
starting of the semester,
i think i didn't notice you.
it takes me some time to like memorise your name!
and very soon, the thing that bond us up was the cambodia trip.
it was a awesome 10day 9 night spend with you !
you are really a great friend, lending me your ears and giving me advice.
telling me you like to flick hair,
you and your anyhow laughter and your WHATEVER.
hahahha is really a great time with you
and i wouldn't want to let this friendship die off after we go different class.
we still have upcoming events to go together alright!
so my dear afiqah, i love you so so so much and i know you love me too!
we shall save our energy up and yeah spot hot guys during YOG :DD we have too much memories in stored that i guess,
keeping them in my heart and mind is enough,
don't have to let the whole world know right :D
hahahah lastly, i love your dimples you know! hahahaha

next up is ATC. hahhahaha the oyster!

hi andyy! you are also a crazy friend i got.
you and your british essence, and your new pet name, the oyster! hahahhaha
and yeah i can still remember how tall your hair was on the first day of school.
which totally block my view in class!
hahahha and you lend me your camera when i am going to cambodia!
you are a awesome friend too!
is great to have you around.
cause with your stupid actions,
it makes the class even more fun ! love ya eh ATC!!!!

HELLO JOJO !!! the person with the age of 21 but behaves not like 21 HAHAHHA

HI JOJO! is a great time knowing you!
you are like a brother to me!
a person who can really work very well as a group leader!
being in the same group with you always makes me
feel so assured! hahahah aiseh!
haha still remember the first time you drove geik, el and me
for dinner! at pasir ris park and send us home after that.
you are another great friend i have!
good luck to your next class and and!
GET A LOT OF ACE OKAY!
hahah love ya jojo ! :D

last but not least,
is my dear clarissa HENG!
the next door girl that can't speak chinese that well
hahahahaha

hi clar clar! you are another awesome friend i had in semester one.
the another crazy girl too, that like to touch people's boobies hahahhaha
you and your laughter and craziness brighten up my day in class.
of course even though we don't hang out much now,
still i miss you and yeah, i didn't forget the times we have with one another.
going your house having manicure sessions and and
eating chocolates.
every morning meeting up and go school together.
my life was more awesome with friends like you that
simply with your laughter and it can brighten up my day.
Same for you! i want to tell you , i love you yeah!!!

and to the rest of W45E classmates,
i will like to tell your, is been a crazy and awesome time spend with your for the past few months. people like joseph, anderson, keith, nigel, yanling etc never fail to brighten up my day.
lastly, i love you guys. !! your are a part of my memories in my life now :)

the day that the world gone a bit wrong,
because gabriel is wearing red!!!

Till Then, If we ever meet again

2010-08-08T21:55:00.005+08:00

HELLO HUMANS

HOW IS LIFE SO FAR?
hahahah is the last day of science module on friday.
faci treated us pizza and and is awesome lah,
but somehow, is seems like is not enough to feed the whole class!

after school went out with singyee and hernie to collect our pass and my uniforms for YOG.
haha aftermath we went to orchard to have dinner!
AYAM PENYET, is damn awesome! but is damn expensive.
hahaha went to PS to shop and singyee and me bought 2 bags!
haha like awesome or what. haha
went to demsey hill to eat ben and jerry with aaron and he send us home!
hahaha what a awesome friday right! hahah

haha so for my saturday,
i woke up with a pair of swollen eyes!
got no idea how it happen but
is just damn swollen when i woke up.
grab a pair of sunglasses and went to see the doctor.
meet up with afiqah to collect her YOG stuffs and
went to cdans to find jack & co.
dinner at long john and procced to AK's house for 4E4 reunion BBQ :D

she is the best teacher i got in my life, just like a best friend of mine.

i went down to meet my lovely 4E4 classmates!
i miss them like hell!
is so fun to meet up with them and
give each other a hug and catch up with each other's life :D
hahahahha

it still feels like last year, so bonded and the madness with them. the craziness that we fill up each other life with.

as for today, i meet up with the triplet and finally STEPHEN!!
is been like one month plus i saw Stephen, he is busy with his
dance performance and studies and basketball.
and finally meet up with him today! hahah
went to queensway to shop around
and again went home quite earlyyyyy

lee jing ying is currently over at cambodia now
hahaha wonder how is she doing.
hahaha i miss her hell lots. that another buusyyyy girll!
come back better have some present for me :D hahahha

hahah oh well
tonight feel so early.
i keep thinking is only like 8pm plus
but is already midnight now!

2010-08-02T11:18:00.004+08:00

MONDAY BLUES !
IS MATHS MODULE TODAY,
is it a good or bad thing to start with for the start of the day?
hahah anyway, is not killing much of my brain cells today.
my group completed the thing kinda fast.
hahah having a meeting after school :(
feels so weird when i am like the only year 1 in SC.
and the people i am closer with is gonna graduate soon.
if only afiqah is in it with me, at least i won't feel that weird to go.

alright lets blog about my weekend!
is a awesome weekend!

Went out with my bowling cliques to PULAU UBIN on Saturday!
is a great time there, explore the Ubin, drink coconut juice,
saw wild boar, went to chek Jawa, falling into bushes, leg cramps
and finally, get myself more tanned!

hahaha after the cycling trip, we went to bedok for dinner with jonathan coming along.
aftermath we bought drinks to sam's house, played poker and drink and
singyee is drunk! she got very high and took out her phone to call people.
hahaha she is damn cute lahhh! hahahah

how awesome right my weekend.
i love my sat the most!
is like damn fun to hang out with awesome people like them!

Friendship isn't a big thing, is a million of little things

2010-07-30T16:13:00.006+08:00

i don't really like to blog about people that irritate me in my post.
but i guess no one likes to be accused or being pushed the blame to when is also done by the others involved in the matter.

so open your EYES big enough and read my following blog post word by word carefully
lastly, i hope you understand what i am trying to convey to you through this post.
you should also know who you are,
if you are still wondering whether my post is referring you or not.
come and talk to me face to face, and i will give you the answer you want. :)

so where shall we start from?

lets start it from hearing things from others?
if you said i gossip about you or what so ever,
why not think about it, gossiping does not only involve one person.
it might be 2 person or maybe even a group.
so my dear, don't go around trying to push the fault to me, ONE PERSON.
why don't you push it to the others who took part in the conversation too?

oh yah another thing to remind you,
perhaps the person who told you about all this,
has a part in the gossiping session?
or lets make it nicer, is not entirely about gossiping,
is something like stating the facts.
maybe the person who told you don't want you to suspect
he/she talk behind your back before,
that's why choose to be the backstabber.

you see my dear, i don't dislike your whole person entirely,
i can swear for that, even if i gossip or state the facts,
is about the way you work in the team. is never about your characteristic or personality.
i just don't like it the way you work in a team.
maybe you should just get everything right, before jumping into your own conclusion.

say you treat me as a good friend?
but why in the end you choose to believe rumors rather than coming forward to clarify with me?
so this is your meaning of good friend? believing rumors rather than clarifying?
oh babe, you got me damn confused about your meaning of true friend or maybe, good friend.

people let you know your negative points that's why you can improve in yourself.
if you have a true friend or good friend that don't let you know your negative point and
make you change to a better person, then what is that friend for?

true friend tells you your flaws. and hope you can change for the better
fake friends praise your flaws, and see you getting suffer.
so now can you see the clearer picture my dear, what true friends or good friends mean?

like anyone else, i treasure my friendships with my friends a lot too.
once you read this blog post and knows i am referring to you,
come and talk it out with me.
i am always here ready to talk it out.

you also won't want to imagine if i blow my top :)
so don't piss me off any further with all your own conclusion to anything.
no one likes it to be accused.

2010-07-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

finally meet up with my this dear !
had pastamania and headed over her house :D
i miss her madly cause is been long time since we have our h2h talk.
being around with her will never ever make me run out of topics to talk.
we have so much rubbish to talk together.
she was the one
that was there for me when bad times hit us together at the same time.
she is one of those few awesome friends that gave me the best advices in life.
she is one of those awesome friend that will always stand by there
and tell me that she will catch me when i am about to fall.
she is one of those who makes a difference in my life.
thank you so much lee jingying !
for being such a awesome friend and always being there for me!
love you much lah :D hahahha

2010-07-23T23:20:00.006+08:00

AWESSOMEE!! IS FRIDAY ALREADYY !
LIKE FINALLLYY !!

tomorrow is roll-off 6 games series, awesome or what! hahaha
school day is normal, had fun in cognitive module
because is like some kind of detective games.
semester one is ending very soon, like in 3 more weeks.
And we will change class already.
i love my current class! especially people like afiqah etc
just that after holidays, a lot of people seems to be absent.
especially nigel! miss his rubbish in class!!
W45E is really awesome.

YOG is reaching soon, can't wait to see the hockey match!
hope i can get into F1 event :D hahaha

went out with sy,aaron,jack,sam and edmund to plaza sing.
wanted to catch INCEPTION but is really totally sold out!!
everyone is talking about how awesome the movie is,
i want to watch lahh!!!

racial harmony was like 2 days back.
saw miss zhou facebook photos in her racial harmony costumes.
it makes me miss 4E4 so much,
i still remember our whole class wearing the costumes in year 2008.
i miss them a lot, those laughter and memories that we have can't be found
at other places or on other people.
we shall all meet up soon and go back during teacher's day!!!
i miss my secondary school life like really a lot.
But i love my poly life too, because i met a lot of awesome and sweet friends :D

My heartache poured into one another like water from cup to cup. Each time I told my story, I lost a bit, the smallest drop of pain.
i miss those times where we talk about all the things in life.

2010-07-20T23:18:00.006+08:00

Before 20th July 2010 comes to an end.

Happy birthday SCH.

I can shed tears that he is gone
Or i can smile because he has lived.

I can close my eyes and pray that he'll come back,
Or I can open my eyes and see all he's left.

My heart can be empty because i can't see him,
Or I can be full because of the love we once shared.

I can turn my back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or I can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

I can remember him only that he is gone,
Or I can cherish the memory we share and let it live on

I can cry and close my mind,
Be empty and turn my back.
Or i can do what he wishes i will;
Smile, open my eyes, love and go on with life.

Still even though time have heal all my wounds,
memories never fade.
All these memories are never replaceable.
I am very grateful for you coming in to my life
and be a part of my life once.
you were really once my everything.
Even now till I die, i won't forget you.

once again, Happy birthday :)
May we meet again.

2010-07-19T23:44:00.008+08:00

hello humans~
my last week was a damn busy weekkk
went for SOH teambuilding on saturday.
had a fun time with my group 3.
made new awesome friends :D
aftermath, meet up with singyee,edmund,denard to buy food for the steamboat
at sam's house!
had a awesome steamboat-ing time with
aaron yeo,aaron wan & gf, jack,sam,denard,singyee,edmund,jialing,melvin & terence ^^
went home around 1am plus with singyee!
brought awesome amount of fats along with me nowadays.
cause i have been eating and eating.

as for my lovely sunday
went for YOG training @ sengkang stadium with afiqah and the rest.
trained till 4pm plus and went hommeee
and guess what,
i am so tired that i slept from 7pm plus to monday 10am
waking up with a bad sorethroat!

Cathay yesterday give out 40 000 free tickets,
but we didn't manage to get :(
so the bowlers headed towards
sakae buffet dinner @ orchard central with the bowlers.
and i swear we all ate a lot.
sat there from 7pm plus and eat,talk and laugh till 9.30pm.
each person pay $20 .
worth it or what? hahahhahaha

the first 5 minutes.

After like 10minutes. our table almost overflow with food.

I miss this dear of mine ! we need to meet up soonnn!!

2010-07-11T23:18:00.004+08:00

Last day of World Cup Fever!

i am giving up my beauty sleep to watch this once in a 4years event.
even though i didn't watch all the matches
but i shall watch this last match before i need to wait another 4years to watch it again.

Nothing much today,
stayed home the whole day playing the Sims 3.

i want back my childhood.

HAHAHAHAH :P

2010-07-11T01:28:00.006+08:00

hey jingying, i'm always here for you :)

SATURDAY JUST PASSED LIKE THAT!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON SNGGG !!

went out with jying & co. to celebrate brandon's birthday :)
lunch at TAO restaurant is awesome!
went over to lian's shop house to sing k!
jying parents fetched me home @ 11pm

2moro is world cup finals!
i wonder how many people will turn up for school on monday!
hahahha

Time, which changes people, does not alter the image we have retained of them.

cute right! hahah

2010-07-04T21:26:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MY SUNDAY MUCH !!

finally had a meetup with jing, shin and grace.
is like a damn postponed and belated celebration for shin yee.
glad that she love the present we bought for her :)
hahahha

meet up with jingyi @ tampines
bought the ingredients and meet up with shin yee
to proceed to her house and prepare our awesome steamboat!
hahaha grace came over @ 3pm plus

started our steamboat @ 4pm and chat and eat till 7pm
how great can that be right?
talk here and there and catch up with each other life.
took lots of photos with them and went home @8pm
cause all of us have to either study or do projects.
told ya we 4 always have time clash hahah

is just so awesome to meet up with them
after so long and we still can feel that we never distanced.
is like how amazing true friends works right?
no matter how far apart we are, we still stand a place in each other hearts
memories from the past constantly makes you thinks of each other
the stupidest thing we did with each other, the cries we have with one another,
the fights we been through, the happiness we made for each other.
i am so grateful for fate to meet this 3 friends
one of the few that was always in my life ups and downs.
they are the ones who lend me their shoulder and ears and give me a big bear hug
when things turn upside down in life.
they are the ones shouting and cheering for me and share my happiness with me when life goes like ka-ba-boommz for me. they support me throughout my decisions and always prepared to catch me when i fall.
i want to let the three of your know,
i am always here for your like how your were always there for me.
love your much!

2010-07-04T01:38:00.008+08:00

FDW ! they rock \m/, agree much ?

HELLO AWESOME EARTHLING :DD

once again is been so long since i update!
hahah life is still the same!
training and meetings after school
and presentation everyday!
hahahha

went out with singyee,edmund,sam,aaron and jack
to vivocity to watch the awesome movie, ECLIPSE !!
Jacob is like totally HOT ttm !
singyee and me is equally high seeing his 8 pack!
OMGGG like how awesome can that be right if i get a chance to touch it!
hahaha sounds sick, but i bet all girls will
go like dingdong if they have the chance to do it.
like seriously, such a hot body, who won't go crazy over it?!!!
hahahahahha omgg if only singapore has such hot and handsome guy.
i will stalk them like there is no 2moro :X
ooppss like too much information huh ! hahahahah

she is just as crazy as me

aftermath went to walk around daiso and proceed to JUST ACIA @ Plaza Singapura
had a great time laughing out loud with them that i think i could have trained my 6 pack out by laughing uh.
took bus over to boat quay and sat down to have a small chit chat
sat sam's dad's lorry home.
is damn awesome to sit lorry @ night
espcially today is such a awesome windy night with awesomely friends by your side !
and also is awesome damn fun to sit lorry cause you can shout as much as you want !

after all in life, they are still the one there for me despite the busy life we got
how awesome is that right.

i am finally meeting up with jingyi, shin yee and grace later @ 1pm !!
i can't wait to see them and give them a hug.
is like finally !! after 2 months and so, when all of us have our tight and busy life.
we are finally meeting! so excited for it !!! love them much!
and i just realize time flies, we know each other for 5years already!
still remember how we get to know each other in sec 1 !
the times we been through and so.
memories are just so awesome,it will either make you sad or happy.

i miss them real much, S and ZY too :(

BYE GUYSS ! hope you have a enjoyable time reading my post :D
like awesome lah hahahahahhahahah

Doubts.

2010-06-27T23:04:00.004+08:00

attended wei liang's 21st birthday chalet!
he likes the present afiqah, ck & me give :D
had a enjoyable time over at the chalet
and home sweet home @ 1am :D

ANOTHER WEEKEND PASSED LIKE THAT.

had my roll-off on sat
and is a awesome one,
everyone start to shout when they got a strike
but some didn't hahah
yeah yeah aftermath went to BBQ chicken
and have lunch with my bowling friends :D
aftermath went to yishun safra to put back our bowling balls
and head towards northpoint, chat here and there and home sweet home :D
hahaha

went out with GAO today
and ate JUST ACIA !
hahahah smth happen to me in between
and totally have no appetite to eat the ice cream.
walked around orchard and bought my planner and note book
and a awesomely cute pen from boarders :D
hahahhah

alright, physical training tomorrow.
hope i can wake up man :D hahaha

2010-06-22T12:15:00.004+08:00

You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a Memory.

You just appeared in my dreams
and you make me miss you so much
when i thought i have already forgotten and let go.
i thought i was moving on very well.
But,
Everything just flashback in a rush.
Oh well how time flies.
is almost 2 years since the thing happen.

2010-06-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

MONDAY BLUES AWESOME PEOPLE!

HAHAHA monday is down !
four more days to go!

went to music clinic with Jying & co.
to watch jarod performance!
hahahah and guessed what
something awesome happened on the 6 of us.
we all walked out of music clinic with a prize!!
how great day can that be! hahahahha
went to BBQ chicken for dinner and yeah
thats all for my sunday.

Had physical training today
and kelly didn't come cause she is sick.
hope to see her for training 2moro.
i miss that crazy girl.

after physical training went over to causeway point to have dinner
and on the way there, wisely and me is talking about our service learning trip.
he went to china with his school last time.
Ahh i miss Cambodia much.
apart for the insects, the life there is like relax and carefree.
ohh well, not like singapore everyday so hectic.
sometimes it just get so stressed up.

alright, i hope to sleep earlier today.
nights monday blue awesome people !
hahahhah

2010-06-20T02:53:00.003+08:00

i miss her and him :(

YEAH DONE WITH MY NEW BLOG SKIN !
i spend almost my whole saturday staying at home
to fixed this blog skin !!

ohh well, you got to be curious why i am not going out on
my lovely saturday. Reason being, i am sick.
had a slight fever in saturday early morning,
and this causes me unable to attend SOH teambuilding :(

so around afternoon time, i recover and decide to spend
time to decorate my lovely blog and also do a update for it :)
hahah so here as i promise, i changed the skin and yeah
updating it right now.

alright so for this week. i got to say
it pass damn fast again !
monday had my physical training
and hell yeah i miss my bowling team mates much !
didn't catch up with them cause i was overseas with school!
so actually my this week, mon to thur i was with my bowling team after school :D

Attended GLITZ night on wednesday with my bowling team.
we won TEAM of the year *congrats*
and jack won the sportsmen of the year *congrats too *

thur had training and i actually skipped school on friday
because i am damn damn exhausted and didn have a proper rest
ever since i return from cambodia!
hahahah

had a awesome sleep till 10 plus on friday and meet up with jying and penguin.
went over to mindcafe and played and talked and laughed till 6pm.
caught my very first FIFA world cup match ever since it starts
at Jying house nearby CC with Benz and jarod :DD
i scream and shouted for goal even though i don't support any team
hahahah just high with them only ^^

and so for my saturday, apart for staying at home
went over to jying house at 8pm plus and watch World Cup again.
got so turned off watching Australia that match that we change to watch
Incredible Tales and aftermath Ghost Whisperer :D
left at 12am plus and yeah continue with my blogskin till now !!!
hahahahhah

going to meet Jying and co 2moro to support Jarod performance @ music clinic :D
double yeah for meeting jying so many times this weeks.
cause i miss her ttm and august will be her turn going to cambodia
waahahahhaaha

she rocks my life you know (^^,)

i miss the times there and
yeah i will really find a day and do a proper post of my 10days there ! hahaha
sorry :(

2010-06-17T12:26:00.001+08:00

alright busy week

updating like real soon

kthankyouandbyebye.

I'm not crazy,
just a little unwell.

2010-06-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOO EARTHLINNGSS :DD

i am back from CAMBODIA!
10days there with team DREAM is awesome
hahahah i love them much!!

i'm missing the times there
and is really a very good experience over there
their life over there is so so so different from singapore.
what i can say is that,
we are really very fortunate to be born in singapore

hahaha will update about what i did for the past 10 days over there soon
i am dead tired nooowww ! hahahahha

byee earthlings :D ahhaha

2010-06-02T00:23:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT I AM DEPARTING SINGAPORE IN AROUND 12 HOURS
HAHAHHA

I WILL MISS MY FRIENDS AND MY LOVELY HOME & FAMILY
hahahah

yeah see you guyss soon okayy !
esp triplets, s and jying !!!

2010-05-31T22:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPYY BIRTHDAY LEE JING YING !!

you are finally 18!! hahahha so old liao uh
hahaha hope you love the present i made for you
and enjoyed yourself during the chalet!

is been nice having you as a best friend
cause you are the best listener and of course
my best soulmate hahah
where else can i find such a good friend right?
so glad that we been through ups and downs together
this make us understand each other and
make our friendship bond so strong.

hahha the present i gave you is not long enough
to say what i want to thank you and tell you how
awesome you are as a friend.
haha but no worries, we still have a long road for our friendship
a lot more new memories to share hahaha

enjoy this special day of yours and yeah
last long with BENZ SKY :DDD
hahahahha see you soon bitch !! hahahha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW SHIN YEE !!!
hahah
firstly, i will also want to thank you for being my best friend since
sec one along with jing yi and grace
without your 3, i wouldn't know what will have happen to me
also, i will like to thank you for being there for me
in my down point of life.
you have been such a sweet and caring friend
so bless to have your three as my best friends
your rocks my world too!
although we seldom meet up because of our busy life,
but i still remember you and will be there for you anytime and anywhere :D
secondly, last long with your boy :D
hahah
thirdly, we need to meet up soon
lastly, remember me forever okay ! hahahhah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYUAN
*i dont have a photo with you *

hahah another great friend i got here!
thanks for being there for me too!!
meet up when i come back from cambodia okay !
hahahaha

2010-05-23T18:45:00.002+08:00

A BEAUTIFUL BORING SUNDAY

not much of events on sunday
cause i promise myself to let it
be a rest enough day for myself :)
had my beauty sleep till 2pm today *shiok*
headed over to tamp mall to buy something
and went down to my grandma house
to look after my baby cousin!
hahahah i normally can't stand kids that are
over demanding, likes to cry easily and etc.
but but my this little 3years old baby cousin
is so different from other kids.
she is so adorable and best of all
she don't cry easily and not demanding at all!
thats why she is the only kid that i will be willing to look after :D
hahaha

maths UT 2moro and i realise i haven study anything yet
i need to do pre reading for my module 2moro and i haven done so :(
maybe i will get that done later
i need to have my dinner soon
cause i just realise i only have a piece of bread from afternoon till now!!
hahahah but thats a good thing also
i am on a diet.

*envy*

i need to lose weight like badly,
why does gaining weight is so easy
but losing weight is so tiring?
life is really unfair mannnn
i need a change
yes i need a change badly
on the outer.
always envy those girls that are pretty.
not that i have like low self esteem on myself
but just think that i am such a
average girl compare to them
maybe even worst :(
they have perfect skin
nice body
good dressing sense.
arrghhh this is just so depressing for me.
alright to be more optimistic
2moro will be a better day !

alright puala ubin trip on sat,
cant wait for it to come man!
chalet on thur :D it will be a great one
hahaha
physical training and 2 more jabs 2moro!
bowling training on tue :D
yessss i want cambodia trip to come fast fast !
but but
i will miss alot of peopleee!!
ahhhh screw my life once again :(

feel like changing my domain
to tumblr.
blogger is like so
aarrrghh ~

2010-05-23T01:38:00.002+08:00

STILL, THEY ROCK MY LIFE \m/

saturday just passed like that!

had a awesome sleep till 1pm today :DD
but one stupid thing is,
i jumped up at 6am thinking that it was a school day
rushed to the toilet and
suddenly think to myself and realise that is a SATURDAY !
gosshhh i found myself so stupid and went back to my
lovely air-con room and slept till afternoonnn :DD

meet up with the usual cliques and went to ehub to watch
THE LOSERS.
is a nice movie, funny and action pack
i love it ^^v
hahaha went for dinner at ehub basement
and walked to pasir ris park .
had a fun night chatting with them :D
meeting them on next sat again before i fly to cambodia :(
i will miss them much man !
i promise to have pictures taken with them before i fly ! hahahah

2010-05-22T01:00:00.006+08:00

finally another hectic week is over !

loving my weekends :D
had a meetup with 4E4 today ! is totally awesome
although only like half the class turn up
but is really still damn damn awesome ^^
they are always one part of my best memories in life

had dinner at simpang with them and went
downtown for bowling :D
photo spams and yeah i love it :D
hahaahha
but photos will be up in next post i guess ~
hahaha

yes one more week to holiday and
i will be flying overseas with school :D
it will be a awesome trip for sure !

i got to admit, i think i am really chubby
but lets not use the word fat.
is not to make me feel better or what.
i just know that i am chubby
not FAT.
please get your definition right before using
the word on people.
i guess is because of my PMS,
nowadays i seriously get very annoyed
when especially GUYS
likes to say "ehh you very fat"
yes with my close guy friends i can take that joke
but if you are like someone not even close to me,
i will like to tell you that
is not funny and everything has it limits,
don't abuse it just because i didn't fight back.
i will like to tell you this right in your face,
"come and comment on me if you are perfect
if not, i kindly wish you keep those words to yourself
i don't need you to tell me about me.
i know myself very well,
i don't need
those useless and brainless comments from you,
things that just don't process through your brain before
you speak. "
see this HJ*
you totally pissed me off today.

alright enough of the rantings
i am tired ttm after
more and more presentations
will update ASAP again :D

2010-05-16T22:05:00.006+08:00

hellloo alll :D

is sunday again
weekend just pass by so fast again
is been a busy week
therefore no time for updates during school day
hahah

went out with zhenyeow and jack to celebrate the triplets b'dae :D
hahah had a fun time with them
took lots of photos
is a bad thing that steve can't join us last min
but well nvm, we are meeting up next sat :D

haha alright i am having physical training 2moro
hope it wont be that tough uh :D
hahahhah

Before midnight strikes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIPLETS!
I THANK GOD
TO HAVE YOUR AS MY BEST BUDDIES :DD
NOT ONLY ARE YOUR AWESOME
YOUR MADE MY LIFE AWESOME TOO !
YOUR REALLY NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME LAUGH
and yeah, never fail to make my swear box gets fatter :D hahahah
enjoy your birthday and
better love the gift that zhen, me and steve got for your hahhahha! :DD
I'm always here for your just like
how your were always there for me :D

2010-05-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT IS WEDNESDAY
hahah is kinda sian to like countdown everyday
but what to do ? i am very desperate for my weekend to arrive
hahaha

school is quite awesome today
cause no presentation slides is needed
all i have to do today is present my analyze on
a piece of mahjong paper and explain :D
simple and stress free right!
like finally for once,
i feel stress free from a module
hope 2moro module will be fun too ^^v

thursday is reaching
i haven get my bowling ball drilled
screw me ttm ~
i am wondering how am i going to carry a ball to school ?
wthhh man ~

meet up with john and zhen yeow today
went back to TPSS to collect my certificate
explore the school a bit
and i am jealous to the max
is dman awesome now
is big and everything is like new
the basketball court is located at the highest level of the other buildings
why is life so unfair, i didn get to experience the new facilities in school man :(

okay i want my saturday to reach fast fast
byyye people :D hahahha

2010-05-09T13:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !!
hahah i just simply love my mother
cause she is the one who seen me change
the one who i will fight with last time
the one who share hearty talks with me
the one who did not give up on me even when times are bad
and alot other best memories
so overall, mother is the best in the world.
without them, we wont be here right? haha

lovely sunday right
gonna stay home and dinner out with my family
hahah gonna have good food today !
nice weather when i wake up
it could have been a great photoshoot with eleanor and hanna if
everytime we go is this kind of cooling weather.

the walk to school always makes me half turn off
cause is long, no wind which results me to feel like
bathing again when i reach school.
life sucks when weather is like that. is so freaking not awesome ttm

talking about life,
SOMEONE just asked me ytd how i think my life is,
i guess i can say my life is great isn't it?
first i got my great family to be my side forever.
secondly, i got into a course that is my interest although i am still not
adapting to RP's teaching method. but still, time will make me overcome everything.
thirdly, i got my really awesome life best buddies like jingyi & co., jingying, triplets etc
by my side like 24/hr .
lastly, i just feel that i am loved and i love all the people who loved me.
i am cherishing every moment that life gave me.
i will never forget the times when those people tried to bring me down.
but,i will like to say a thank you to your, because your just make me stronger,
and of course let me know who are the true ones to stand by me.
life with obstacles is then the important part of life.
you will really find out who is there for you and who won't be there for you.
this can be a cruel fact when you realise that the person you hope to be there for you
wasn't there.
But well, after all you will gain something priceless back,
which is the true friends that was there for you and a lesson learn.

2010-05-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

is the end of saturday
goood time always pass so fast :(

had a nice and beautiful day
with triplet & co.
headed town and went shopping with them :D
i love to shop for guy's clothes more than mine
hahaha headed over to parkway nearby to have our dinner
and yeah a great time of laughter with them even if the plan
was just a simple shopping and dinner day :D

is sunday now which means monday blues
will be arriving very fast :(
need to start studying soon for my upcoming test
gosh why am i feeling so stress everyday
maybe i just want those As badly
i only have 3 As now, is pathetic man
i want to do well and get a good gpa and get into a uni

looking forward to my next weekend soon
outing with triplet and Co.
i love them ttm \m/

alright sunday will be a peaceful day for me
i shall stay home to watch movies and study first :D
hahahahha

2010-05-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone
is finally friday !!!
i am so happy happy happy :D

it has been a hectic week for me
but a fruitful one too!
cause i got 3 As this week :D
super duper happy ttm ! hahaha i want to do well
and get a good GPA :D

alright just reach home not long
went out with eleanor,hanna and andy
to padang supreme court to take photos :D
proceed down to fullerton hotel there and took more photos
and finally home sweet home :D hahahah
did my RJ and yeah i will be off to watch my hunks

is so long since i watch drama,
didn have the time though hahah

meeting up with sec school friends 2moro
awesome man ^^v

alright a short post for today :D
will try to upload photos in the next post

2010-05-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

helllooo everybody !

wednesday is finally over ! super duper happy me :D
weekend is approaching !!! so i can have time for my drama
and also time for a longer sleep.
seriously dread waking up 6am in the morning :(
is really draining my brain cells dry man .

went teoheng today with my classmates :D
daddy came and fetch
back home and did my RJ.
RJ for next 3 years, i think i can publish like a book already !
hahahha

i am so stress nowadays that i have the urge to just like
shave my head to bald. i can literally feel the head bursting
like overloaded with information .
today's module is the best, i don't feel that stress
don't feel the brain like exploding. :D

test is like 2 weekksss! omg can't believe is coming so fast man~
so my weekend will be for revising, maybe uh ? hahahha

bowling training starts next thur
i kind of lazy to bring my equipment uh ~~~~

2010-05-02T11:34:00.003+08:00

IS SUNDAY !!

i am having my bowling trial later
omg i am quite nervous hahahahha
hope everything goes well for me eh :D
hahaha

went out with triplet and steve ytd
caught iron man 2
it was awesome like seriously,
except the ending a bit like too fast
the bad guy died so easily ~
hahaha well so next up i wanna watch ipman 2 !!
but is all like fully booked uh!
aarrrhhggg ~

okay school tomorrow = stress time again
hahahah
i can stare at my closet for very long
just to pick what clothes i wanna wear ~
screw right hahahah

2010-05-01T00:53:00.003+08:00

HELLLLOO EVERYBODY :D

i know i am lack of updates
but well i am busy with studies and yeah
i keep on going out till night and don't have the time to blog!
so yuppie is finally friday !
i dread this day to come for so long !!
i finally got my weekends to enjoy,
meet up with my lovely friends
sleep until damn late
and best of all
free from presentation and RJ !!!!

is still damn stress @ RP
esp thur and fri
is science and maths module.
worst modules of all cause it really requires alot
of my brain cells to solve the problems.
ESP MATHHHSSSS ~~
omg is like the question they give is damn hard
is not about arriving to the answer
but is about the strategies and how my strategies
to solve this question is fast or easy to use.
OMG is damn a killer, i always feel part of my brain is
damn tied up when i am doing maths presentation .
OMG i hope this module quickly end
i want to learn something more related to my COURSE !!!

Just reached home not long from a dinner & supper trip
with Geik, eleanor and joseph.
hahah joseph has a car and we went to pasir ris park for dinner
the atmosphere there is damn nice :D
headed over to airport for ice cream as supper :D
aftermath joseph send us home
so sweet right he hahahaha

went over to clarissa house on wednesday and had manicure session
her room is awesomely nice :D
hahahah went for sushi dinner with joseph, eleanor and clarissa
ytd @ tampines stadium. But the food there isn't that nice.

next week will be my one month in RP
wooah how time flies huh
W45E is really a awesome class
had laughter and joy every single day!

so for this past few days, life been normal
after school > walk around > dinner > HOME SWEET HOME
shall not talk so much about my daily life
think readers will just get bored of it right
cause my life isn't like damn WOOAH
so yeah hahah

alright so to all my lovely friends like
jying, JY,grace, shin yee, Jolyn & co. QA, Brandon & co. triplet and steve, susan etc.
we are all in the next phase of life,
all heading towards separate ways.
BUT i will never forget you guys,
just want to let your know that, even though we can't hang
out much like how we used to last time.
your are still very important to me and i will never forget
the memories we had. your meant a lot to me.
those times we shared, no one can ever replaced it
haha sounds gay but yah
if your ever read this post,
i really want to tell your that i really love you guys alot
and i will never forget your!
hahha cause your really made a difference in my life.
love you guys ttm <3
hahahah omg i feel so gay after saying your this
but really, i want to thank your for being there for me.

anyway,
i took down my tagboard
anything ask me through the formspring alright :D
i will reply asap haahah

2010-04-24T11:59:00.005+08:00

everyone was so tired on fri,
didn manage to take photos ~
nvm ! sat okay !
must spam my cameras ~hahahhah

Awesome day with steve and triplets on Friay.
went down after school and meet the triplet and zhen yeow ^^
took cab down to dunman high sec ! hahah
went down to watch steve's performance!
he is hot ttm man ~ hahah not bad uh steve
can dance so well hahahah
waited for him at the foyer
aftermath we start walking towards
kallan leisure park and had KFC for supper ^^

is been so long i meet up with steve!
cause he have been damn busy, got dance practise, bball and studies
hahah but yeah, he is gonna be free from next week!
i have so much movies to watch with him and triplets!
hahahah omg i suddenly miss them alot ~
cause they really never fail to brighten up my days!

AND FOR THURSDAY !!
i went shopping with eleanor!
we became shopaholics !
went to new look,forever 21,charles and keith and UNIQLU.
hahahah and again, cab home from town!
i bought a laptop pouch, and is nice!
very cushion man ~ hahaha

alright so for saturday !
went teoheng with jying,benz,ckay,eric,brandon and MS
hahah went down to lian's shop house to celebrate his mother b'dae
so as usual, had the laughter and fun together with them ^^
home sweet home and now here i am
going to watch movie with my lappy ~

shall considering staying home on sunday
hope i can really stay at home
school is on monday ~
presentation again ~

2010-04-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG

i think i am totally gonna be dead soon
PRESENTATION PRESENTATION AND MORE PRESENTATION
yeah i know i am like naggy
but seriously, i feel like my brain is always almost drained by the end of the day
and what make it worst is, i can't sleep well this few days.
maybe mainly because i am too paranoid for waking up late and being late for school.
cause you know what!
if i am late, i will be downgraded 0.5
which means if i get a A for today's module, but because i am late
i am gonna get a B.
THIS WILL AFFECT MY GPA LIKE TOTALLY !
i can't afford this to keep happening
i want to go into UNI !

WHO SAYS RP IS SLACK.
is STRESS ttm!
imagine yourself going to school everyday,
you will be dump with questions the moment class starts
you will have to brainstorm ideas.
do the worksheet given and lastly,
prepare your powerpoint slides, rehearse and make your speech
you will have like Q & A from the facilitator and classmates
after school ends, you still have to do reflection journal,quiz and evaluation.
So, tell me now, who says RP is a slack school!
is stress okay!!!
what worst is, i need to invest money on leggings, dress, skirts and jeans
cause know what, RP is damn strict with attire now
esp to school of hospitality students!
we can't even wear shorts !!!!
luckily i didn't invest alot on shorts
phheww ~ save my money man!

ohh anyway, i super duper love W45E
is totally awesome like you know.
my classmates totally rocks!
hahahhahaha we are so high everyday !
hahaha

met up with XH ytd for dinner and have a simple talk with her
hahah caught up with each other life ^^
walked with her to her house bus stop and took bus home
drop dead tired when i reached home~
hahah
and yeah for today, done my RJ after school
then proceed for the selection of CCA
i choose bowling and photography!
hahaha bus home with chia kai and collected my jeans !
haha alright i need to rest earlier

tomorrow is science module ~
kill meee ~~~

i'm not letting this chance to slip away from me.

2010-04-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

MOMDAY BLUES!

today is a crappy day
i am stress out during class.
DIEM suddenly have a meeting at like 12.30pm!
and during 11.30 to 1.30 i need to be done with a worksheet and powerpoint slide.
screww ttm~ but in the end, everything went smoothly.
i am able to complete my slide and do my points out on time
haha but i totally got stress out uh
is like damn rush! omg ~

dismissal at 3.45pm and took bus 168 back to tamp to meet
brandon,jj,daniel and grace :D
hahaha brandon claims that he miss grace and asked grace over for dinner :D
hahaha had a fun time chatting with them and shaun joined us after that
hahah grace went home and we walked around tamp mall and T1.
i came home quite early cause i need to do my RJ, quiz and peer evaluation.
hahah

jingying first day @ sentosa today
i am like asking her if the merlion was handsome
haha what a unique answer right
and she tell me the merlion is scary hahahaha
what only huh jingying! hahahh

haha alright i am off to bed
2moro taking train to school! woots ! meeting karen and clarissa :D hahahaha

2010-04-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

alright a long winded post before i am off to bed

haha yeah school is officially starting for everyone!
i know mine starts like earlier lahs hahahha
all the best to like everybody starting school tomorrow!
esp to like JYING, the 3 awesome babes, jolyn and sh!
brandon and co. and and ! not to forget ! my other friends :D hahahah
omg so fast and we are moving to the next phase of life again
ahhh still i am abit not willing to accept it yet
cause you know right, i still love the past time :(
but well what to do, got to move on
and face new challenges!
yeah so all the best to all of your alright!!

hahaha went down to support jingying's performance ytd
her singing is damn awesome, i love the slow song she sang
like you know, totally got feel ttm de lorh!
hahah too bad benz they all can't make it on time
even though they run in the rain to reach the performance area.
haha nvm don't sad eh, i got use jying's camera to video hahaaha
aftermath we went to century for dinner :D
and outside the first floor toilet there is like this love machine uh
ckay wanna try it out but somehow when we insert the money
like nothing happen. so we tok we got scam then we try to like
press the refund money button hahah
and guess what! there is alot of 20cents stuck inside
so yeah, my and jying start digging for it hahah
and we dig until a sum of like $2.40
is enough for me to buy a bubble tea and hf's bus fare ~
haha went over to jying house and as usual,
i irritate her and of course, we have our serious heart to heart talk
hahah sounds gay but you know, best friends does this hahah
went home @ midnight :D
hahahhahah

for my last day of weekend!
i meet up with my three awesome babe
hahahah had a fun time with them!
went over to eat @ marina's JUST ACIA
had a fun time there talking and like catching up with each other's life
hahah caught shuttle island
and the movie is quite twisted
didn't really understand haha
but there is one thing that piss me off totally in the cinema
is the ppl sitting behind us.
is like they talk so loud and like keep kicking our chair
screw them
i got so angry that i keep like asking them to keep quiet.
and to think they are like adults~ wth man
what is wrong with them. not their first time watching movie right -'-

went to try out the circle line when going home
trained from esplanade to paya lebar
is only 12mins! haha i feel that is quiiitee fast lah uh
hahah but well, think i am gonna try out taking mrt to school
cause i sometimes really dread taking 168 in the morning
is damn packed and the speed of the bus is damn slow~~

alright off to sleep! took lots of photos with my awesome babes today :D
hahahaha nights everyone!

2010-04-16T09:58:00.002+08:00

helllooo everyone
haha rp is cool
i am like 24/hr online waahhaha
is so loonnng since i last update my blog!

haha had my orientation camp on mon to wed
and i swear that i got damn high on the last day
we have sort of like party in the open space
music is like blasting
and i just get damn high, screaming and shouting
higher than ppl who consume drugs or whatever shit hahahhahha

school starts ytd and it was quite fun!
my class is awwessomm like ttm!!!
they are like cool peeps, and best of best
we all click well :D
hahhha
first module for ytd was science
and i was marked late!!
screw myself ~ i seriosuly damn dislike being late
but there are always morning jam and the bus just wouldn't want to move faster.
i damn envy those cars that drive on land one and like
zooommm ~ they are like damn ahead of my bus.
and when everytime i see that happens, i will be like thinking,
if only i am in a car. i can like wake up at 7.30.
now everyday i need to like wake up at 6.30!!
is such a torture can!!!!!
savvveeee meeeee ~~~

and so for today ,
my module was mathematics
but i am like thinking, seriously, why must we need to do all this module?
is so secondary ~ right now i need to like make X the subject withing 30secs
hahah but somehow is quite fun lahs hahaha

i had a shopping spree ytd with ckay :D
bought my lovely red NUM bag and slippers *is in purple*
hahah then bought like 2 jeans, and and one pair of shoes from new look!!
and all this cost like 200 plus!
wtthhh spend money is always faster than earning money !
my last pay is coming in either today or next week
i need to save man!!!!
hahahah

alright i am meeting jying and co later!!!
finally !! i miss them hell lot
and and LEE JING YING
i never forget you or penguin hor
is just that pass few days i am busy with my camps
and damn tired when i got home
hahah i know you miss me right :D
hahahhhaahah see you later lah bitch! hahahah

2010-04-11T02:02:00.004+08:00

hello everybody!

school is starting like next thur!
mon to wed will be my ORIENTATION CAMP!
i am having mixed feelings like right now
one part of me is damn excited to welcome this new phase of my life
another part of me is reluctant to part with my sec school mates.
you know, is like damn shag when you think like
everyone now is moving on to the next part of life
we are heading different ways
though we can like still meet up and chit chat
but, it can't be compared to those 4years of time we had in sec life
the times where we are damn rebellious, sleeping in class,
quarreling with your friends over some childish things ,
sneaking up food to class, eating in class without being caught,
cheating in test, getting tensed up over exams,
burning midnight oil and running around the corridor ,
shouting to your whole class that mr hafiz/teacher/fathul is coming in .
ohh god i really miss those times man
is a experience that you will never have it in poly life
and also, esp with those friends that been through in your life for like 4 years
going through the ups and downs with each other.
ahhhh i am really missing those times ~~
when will i ever be able to experience it again.
if only there was always a rewind button in life ~

friday was my last day of work @ UOB
damn reluctant to go.
cause seriously, the working environment there is best.
colleagues are friendly, what best is.
is so near town area! after work or during lunch
can go like cityhall, bugis, orchard, clarke quay.
the work is relaxing too
i can watch movies, listen to songs and chat on the phone
so long i am done with my assigned work.
hope i can go back during the holidays and work again!
i love their toilet ttm !
is like those hotel kind one
damn nice uh ~~ hahaha

so for today!
meet up with zy,hs,robin,ardini and petrina !
went over to marina and walked around.
parted with them and went down to dunman sec for their band concert ^^
i saw samuel lam and hong wee cheng!
is been donkey years since i saw them!
chatted a while with samuel and went back to find hansoon,ardini and thida !
i was like telling han soon and ardini that i didn't see thida for damn long
and finally, speaking of this
we meet up today ! hahah
had a great time chatting ^^
aftermath, cab home from bugis :)

and for later on,
i am gonna meet up with BEH SZE HUI & JOLYN ANG !!!!
like finally finally finally!!!
after sooooo lonnnggg
i am meeting up with this two dearest babe of mine
before our poly start!
i swear i have so much to crap with them later on!
hahah

woots~ gonna have my haircut like later :D
hahahah happy me !! :DDDD

2010-04-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

MONDAY BLUES ~

oh man is monday today
i drag my whole self to work today
was damn tired after a day @ malaysia
driving in @ midnight,lack of sleep
my body ache ttm today ~
work was relaxing, little trades today
this make me happy cause i am able to slack
and watch my drama with my itouch!
i am currently addict to jiu xiang lai ze ni.
i am like obsessed with jerry yen !
he is so like HOLY HOT.

woots! last day of work is friday!
and school starts next thur!
how time flies ! still remember my first day of work @ UOB.
i am like thinking, wooah to school start is like 5 months
how can i survive for like so long.
surprisingly, i did it ! i stayed at this job for 5months!
this is so far the longest part time job i have
and also a great experience i got!
hahah

alright so before school start, i need to buy a new bag
shoes and some more clothing ^^
hahaha i need like a laptop bag
cause i will need to bring laptop to school everyday
i am so scare that i will just misplace it
omg ~

laptop is arriving next monday
can't wait can't wait! ~~

tired but happy ^^

2010-04-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

outing with jying family and yy on friday is awesome!
dinner @ jurong
had a tour around singapore before
we decide to settle down @ airport
photos spamming and great time laughing with them
haha

watched clash of the titans ytd :)
is not bad, but somehow the storyline similar to percy jackson
haha went to play the prize catching thingy and i mange to catch
2 small soft toy home :D hahah
dinner @ just acia and headed back to tamp for dessert @ cafe cartel :D

as for today! i didn't catch any sleep since ytd
cause, i went in with my family to malaysia @ 4am
went to pray my great grandparents
and i swear i am freaking tired ttm
i am waiting for my video to be converted successfully,
transfer it to my itouch and watch it in office tomorrow ^^

yeah yeah last week of work
school is starting soon! can't wait!!
hahah and and, my new lappy is arriving
hahaha happy me :DDD

alright off to rest
shall try to update soon ^^

2010-03-31T23:07:00.004+08:00

hellu everybody!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER
so gonna kick his ass tonight :D
hahahah

yeah friday is a public holiday ! ^^ happy me :D
cause i can finally spend one whole day @ home catching up with dramas i missed!
sounds retard, but yeah, i am trying to force myself to stay home
hug the lappy and watch drama from morning till night.
yes i am a drama addict :D

took off ytd to do my enrollment stuff
pheew ~ cant wait for school to start
new environment, new start
screw me ~ :(
sat gonna buy lappy
and and, i am so gonna like install so many things inside
hahahah

went to meet up with jying and penguin ytd :D
to celebrate peng hui's b'dae

make a album, i love the album
cause got my photos inside waahahahha
jying and me also bought 3 diff kinds of necklace
each of us has one :DD
is super duper chio
i love all the 3 designs, is like unique only ^^
hahaha had dinner @ JUST ACIA
like the usual time, we talked and shared stories
hahaha went to arcade and and!
penguin caught a penguin soft toy, is sooo cuuteee
and it cost only 2 dollars :D omg ~
went over to jingying house
they got super duper high by throwing the penguin soft toy
to each other,
and we started playing monkey with the toy
i was like too chiong for the penguin, i charge towards it
and ended up with a bang against the table,
now my leg has a big blue black and swollen up >:(

see the patch of blue black,
it was only a line when i get bang ytd
but after a night, it grew bigger :O

work is fun today :D
slack and did some packing up for the office
hahahha
omg can't believe i work for almost half a year there ~
totally no breaks after O level
love my job there like totally.
next friday will be my last day of work
kinda she bu de to leave, but well life goes on :)

alright thinking about start of school
orientation camp is 3 days! and and is no stay over!
means i got to come back in the evening and go back the next day
hahaha omg i am thinking, how can i survive man~
but maybe with the power of friends going school with me
i will be punctual and willing to go school :DDD

ahh great , i miss the triplets and steven
i miss jingyi,shin yee and grace
i miss sh and jolyn and xiaohui
i miss zhenyeow and Co.
i miss yuanxin, zhi yong and kian wei!
i miss cheryl,samuel, qihan and zeke
i miss eileen tan!!
i miss susan and Quek
i miss brandon and jiajun !
i miss sinling and sock kuan!!!
i miss gatherings with jying & Co.

wait wait,
i shld not miss jying yet,
cause i have been seeing her for 6 days straight!!
hahahahha

omg i wanna meet up with all of them before school starts :(
screw time ~~~

so many things to do , so little time

taahaa i created a formspring *influence from friends*
you can ask me anything ^^
but if i find it offensive, i will not reply to it .
hahah so guys, ask me ask me!
maybe this will work out better than a tagboard
hahah

2010-03-28T00:28:00.005+08:00

hello !!

hahah i love my weekend!!
is my brother's 21st b'dae chalet!!
hahahahha

meet up with kenneth and jying on thur!!
laughed like nobody's business @ foodcourt
hahahahh so long since i seen kenneth hahah
finally did some catching up with his life :D
hahahah

as for ytd!
jying and jarod came over to the chalet ,
aftermath we went to watch "how to train your dragon" in 3D
is damn damn awweeesssooommmeeee TTM !!
hahaha i love the dragon,toothless !
he is so cute! omg omg omg ~~
hahahahh if only i can have it as my pet too ^^
hahaha had supper @ superdog > home sweet home

so so for today, i got complimentary tickets to escape
went with jying,jarod and penguin.
and i have to say,
escape is damn damn no fun!!
they tore down almost all the fun rides
like revolution,flipper,rainbow are all tore down
left with viking ship,wet N wild and GO cart ~
wthhhhhh
but nvm, time with lovely people are never bored
cause we will have crap times together ^^

went back to chalet to help out and party like siao!
hahahaha

off to watch drama
P.S jying is in love with justin bieber ~
hhahahahahah

2010-03-23T19:57:00.008+08:00

*i wanan fly kite again ~ *

hello everybody
i am home early today ^^
happy me :DD

i am gonna blog before i continue with my dramas
hahahha
yeah so for the past few days of my life
i have been spending hell lots of fun with my friends

went prawning on friday with
susan,brandon,shaun,daniel, ryan and friends :D
alight at the stop before khatib and head towards bottletree
for prawning.

but guess what, they only have one pond theree !!!!!
which means like the chance of catching more prawns is reduce ~~
so 8 of us rent 2 rods for 2.5hours, and 2 rods for 1 hour
and and we only manage to catch until 5 prawns altogether!!
i catch none at allllllllllll,$14.50 just gone like that ~ :(
dunno whether is the pond too little prawns or i dunno how to catch them
ahhh screww ttm ~

hahahah after prawning, we bbq the prawns,
hahah is kinda cruel but yeah, i bbq one for shaun :D

headed over to mac
i wanted to eat mac breakfast, but is only 3am in the morning
the others are lazy to wait until 4am!
so so so no choice, have to eat mcnuggets ~~
hahahah everyone is kinda tired, so, headed over to daniel's house
the moment susan and me reach , we sleep like some pig,
the others were like playing monopoly and using the comp uhs!
hahahaha
cab home @ 9am plus and continue my beauty sleep :D
hahahah

*i like this photo alot *

as for sat, it was pouring the whole day
is damn cooling! i don't even want to wake up
hahahah headed over to jying house around evening :D
talk, laugh, gossip and listen to her sing
i'm not singing cause i am having a bad sorethroat :(
watch movie and supper with her family at house area
hahah yeah spend my sat using like zero dollars :DDD
i am on the plan of saving up
cause i can foresee that i will use alot during poly life ~

sunday ! *weekend always pass so fast :( *
went to mediacorp's charity show with jying, her mum and yiyuan :D
hahah yeah and my whole sunday was spend like that using very little money ^^
happy me ttm :D hahahah

so for ytd,
i had a impromptu meet up with kaijun and wesley !!!!
is so long since i saw wesley
he has been so busy with his work @ fish & co.
had dinner @ sakae sushi at marina square,
walked around and headed back to tamp
headed home while they went to find weekiat to slack
haha
and and, kaijun got in to tp ! happy for him!
finally he don't need to go NYP engineering and suffer at a course he didn't choose.
yeah yeah ^^

they are all cool peeps i've got in my life ^^v

hi there my beloved friend,
happy birthday :)

2010-03-19T19:50:00.003+08:00

hello people !!

is friday ^^
hahahah i am left with 2 more weeks of work to go
and i will be starting schoool soon !! ^^

hahahaha ytd was a great day !
went out with jying, jarod, benz,brandon,eric,jarod's fren, penguin, ckay
to marina barrage!!!
but it was pouring when we meet up @ bedok
but we still continue with our plan!
my first time going to marina barrage eh!
hahaha had a indoor picnic while waiting for the rain to stop.
played UNO stacko :D hahahahha
aftermath went up and start flying our kites
and i swear that i got my whole new shoes dirty !
is so muddy uhs~~
hahahah had a fun time with them and we are had a hard time trying to fly a kite up
hahahahahhaha so much with the fun
i am sick now, down with flu and sore throat
hahah but is okay cause i enjoyed like totally ahahhahaha
cab back to tamp inter @ 11 plus and had my dinner
and home sweet home ^^

i am so looking forward to our next outing! :DD

gonna meet brandon, shaun, daniel and ryan now :D
hahahahaha

pictures will be up in the next post :D hahaha!

2010-03-14T18:12:00.001+08:00

haha gonna meet triplets and steve now :D
watching movieesss :D

update when i am back :D

2010-03-12T00:16:00.003+08:00

hello people

is fri already ! yeah yeah my weekends!!!
hahahah
yeah RP RP TP TP ?!?!?!

ahhh alright let nature take its course
haha but i really kind of don't bear to go rp
because i have all my great and awesome friends in TP
is like really those sec school damn close one
but but but
i believe if is a true friendship,
even if we are world aparts
both parties will still make a effort to keep in touch
because we simply don't want to miss out anything in
each other life. and obviously, this kind of friendship last :D
hahah

went out with cas and del on wed :D
caught the movie "UP IN THE AIR"
is not a bad movie though
hahah walked over to orchard central and dine there @ a Jap restaurant
hahahahh went up to the garden rooftop and home sweet home

as for thur, i had OT till like 7.30pm
haha quickly rush over to susan's house
cause we plan to order pizza for out dinner
reach her house @ 8.30pm
feel damn bad for making her wait for me hahah
had dinner, heart to heart talk and gossip haahah
shop online for clothing etc ~ and home sweet home!

even though is just a few hours with my friends after my work
i enjoyed every single seconds with them.
cause it just make me realise that we didn't forget each other
no matter how busy everyone is.
i simply love them, totally ttm. hahahah

great friends like your are totally loved.

2010-03-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

and i simply love all of them :D
hahahah

happy me
super happy me
super duper happy me
ultra super duper happy me

cause cause
i am finally out of nursing!
like finally! after so many months of emotionally torture
by the courses thingy
i am out of it
finally i get into a business course
a course that is my interest
is integrated events management!
although is @ RP
a school that people thinks that is no good
but i feel that,
i am pursuing something that is my interest
school don't matter to me now
it all depends on myself
and i feel that
all polys are the same.
a place to learn.
at the end of 3years i will get a dip i want
and continue my further studies @ uni
i know some will think like i am kinda stupid
tp is just like opposite my house
why not just go there
but i wont want to go into a course i don have much interest in
just because my house is near
and give up a course that i have interest in but is a quite new and far
away school.
so i guess i made up my mind
yeah RP integrated events management
think currently only 2 poly have this course eh :D
hahahahha

alright so during my lovely weekend end
sat was out for celebrating lian's bdae
while sunday
i meet up with my 3 lovely babe
they celebrated a damn belated bdae for me
cause previously shin and grace was busy
and yeah
meet up with them and headed down
to orchard to catch a movie
hot summer days
yeah is not a bad movie after all hahha
had dinner @ xinwang hongkong cafe!
swear is a nice place to eat :D
haahh i love the mango snow ice
hahhahah
and after movie,
we went to esplanade !
1year plus back we went there to celebrate grace bdae
and after 1year plus
we are back there again to take photos :D
hahahahha
love the presents they bought for me
and love them for being there for me :D
thanks alot babes
i really love your ttm!

alright, is gonna be wed soon
i am meeting cas and del 2moro
thur meeting my lovely susan !
hahaha and fri! i will have a good dinner with family :D
is my uncle's bdae!!!
hahahahhaha
i am meeting triplets and steve on sat!
movvieeesss :DDD
hahahaha

2010-03-07T12:23:00.002+08:00

hello everybody!
i know i have not update for very very long
so sorry for this like lack of update
cause i come home from work late and damn tired to on my desktop.
cable having some prob
shall upload some photos next time
cause i realise my posts seldom have photos now :(

anyway people
i have changed to a new number
please please remember to save my new number
don't contact my old one :D
thank you very much people ^^

haha omg is sunday again
seriously why does weekend always pass so fast?!
%^$*&@#

had a concerto marathon on wed @ teoheng
with jying,benz,selena,lian,ckay,ms,brandon
jitao sang from 1.30pm to 6.30pm
and is damn cheap.
one person pay $5 including drinks hahhhah
dinner @ bedok
and home sweet home
good time always pass so fast ~

went out in the afternoon ytd to meet QA to shop
but still, she cant find anything that fit her hahah
after that went out to celebrate lian's b'dae
dinner at ECP. and i love the sea breeze man
is like so cooling lahs
cause nowadays the weather is like really damn humid and stuffy
even the wind feels warm.
hahah after dinner walked around ECP
MS ghost stories make me scream until damn unglam lah
hahahah group photo and home sweet home
had a fun time with them! hope lian enjoyed eh :D

erm as for today, no plans yet
maybe shld stay home and rest
watched my HK hunks hahahhahahahhah
i shall try to blog as often as i can
hahahah

i wanna watch alice in the wonderland ~

i have changed to a new phone (Y)
payday is in (Y)(Y)
job date extended (Y)(Y)(Y)
hahahahh

2010-02-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
AM BACK FROM A RUN @ BEDOK RESERVOIR.

i need to burn off the intakes of fats during CNY!
haha i need my weekend like totally
cause i didn sleep enough man
ahhhh screw my body clock
keep promising myself to sleep earlier
but i always end up sleeping at 1am plus~~
dragging my feet into office and spend my whole
day almost rotting there
then suddenly, i will feel damn hyper at night
and wouldn't want to go sleep early~
and this whole cycle just repeat itself
so yah, screw you valerie -'-

alright i am having some damn big plans on friday !
hahaha cant wait man!
another thing is,
i want jying faster finish her exam~
cause i want to irritate her,
haha okay, i admit this time is i want to irritate her okay *winks*
hahahahha

alright i need to sleep!
i really need to sleep
i really really really need to sleep.
yah okay
see ya guys!
byyyeee :D

2010-02-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

monday blueesss is coming!
work starts tomorrow again
dae results out soon.
i am soon gonna be stress out with my poly stuffs :(

laughing is highly contagious
and i loved to make ppl laugh along with me ^^v yeah
hahahahhahahah
went over to kj's house to find brandon and daniel
xg was there too
and yeah, we went to watch movie!
with han soon also :D
i think han soon is awesomely cute today.
hahahhhahah
went to watched percy jackson
and i swear is a nice movie!
i laughed kind of loud during the movie.
my heart melts when i saw percy jackson
OMG ~
but but, my heart will melt even more if
i watch my hk dramas.
cause there is always my hunks inside!
hahahahahha
had kfc and walked home with kj :)
is soon to upload movie for me to watch in office again
maybe daybreakers this time round
i got so many movies to watch

imissyou^^

2010-02-20T00:06:00.006+08:00

hello everybody!

yeah i am back from teoheng!
meet up with xh,qa,shaun and brandon!!
was singing halfway then brandon and shaun went out
they went out for damn long and i tok something happen to them
but who knows they both came back with a cake!!!
then all of them sang happy birthday for me!
OMG i am like so touched uhs.
totally didn't expect it to happen hahah

this polar cake is nice
was eating and singing during the 3hours there :D hahaha
thanks brandon and shaun, for like
walking to some damn far places to buy this cake for me
thank you :D

yeah as for my actual day!
i meet up with three different groups of lovely people.

the first group i meet up with is the triplets and steve :D
went to marina to have lunch buffet @ sukiyaki
played bowling and steve won ! aahhh ~
buutttt ! i still win john waahahahah ~

yeah i like this piggy bank of mine :D

this are the two presents they bought for me
i am like so shocked when i received it
cause they bought me this book teaching me to get fat?!!!
hahaha but i love the metal piggy bank ttm!
is like totally so cool lah
they force me to put in money whenever i scold vulgarities.
so yeah i might save up alot at the end of this month ~
once again thanks triplets and steve for the marvelous day spend with your.

aftermath, i went to meet up with jying,penguin,benz,hf,ms,brandon,
ckay and eric :DD
went to watch the wolfman! :D is a not bad movie uhs
hahahha
after the movie, i ps them for a whilleee
cause shaun wanted me to go over his house to eat steamboat.
so yeah, ms send me down and i had a steamboat dinner @ shaun's house.

after the steamboat, i went home to prepare and welcome jying & co. again
hahahahaah
they came over my house,
sang birthday song outside my house for me
actually i somehow know they are outside
cause i can hear jying giggling hahaha!
had pizza and kfc for dinner :D
gambling with the others and camwhore time with penguin and jying :D
had a great time with them!
thank you guys for celebrating my birthday :D
i enjoyed it !!!!
love ya!!

the present and card they bought for me :D
now this are the only soft toys i have at home! hahahah

one more thing,
i am totally touched by jying, she like jitao spam my blog, fb all this with wishes.
hahha thanks babe! love you ttm lahs :D hahahahh

as for ytd, went over to robin's house for steamboat!
yes this CNY i ate like many rounds of steamboats
hahahhaha
there were robin,crys*finally seen her after she MIA soo long* , han soon,
wesley, jasmine,john ho, ardini and me :D
had a great time LOL-ing out loud.
we had like 3hour plus dinner
cause we were crapping all way through.
walked from robin's house to whitesand and
cab home with wesley and crys :D
and one thing we forgot to do is..
take pictureessss ~~~~

i am meeting my 3 babes this sunday :D
i miss them like hell ~

going over to lee ping's house 2moro
follow by meeting up with triplets and co
and bai nian @ chun hao's house
and lastly, maybe movie with my dear susan :D

bye guys!
i love all of your!!!
lastly, thank you for wishing me on my birthday.
and those who celebrated for me , love ya !!!!

2010-02-19T00:13:00.004+08:00

i promise i will do a update tomorrow.
damn tired nowadays ~

stay tuned guys !! haha :D

2010-02-16T00:52:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

hahhaha yeah yeah is my birthday
i am 17 already. omg i feel that time flies and i am like going to get old already ~
meet up with brandon and Co. and start our bai nian trip.
went to mingkwang's house > jingwei's>qiuang>zhenyeow's>myhouse>manfred's
had a fun time with them! they are like my another group of great friends
although seldom go slack with them, but i still love them ttm!
haahah

aftermath went over to my 4th aunt place
and yeah ang baoss roll in again!

reach home and caught my all time favorite cartoon!
TOM & JERRY !
hahaha and yeah countdown to my birthday!!

i am super duper happy now because
i am meeting triplets and steve 2moro for sakae!
jingying and Co. in the evening :D
i am meeting my awesome 3 gf on sun cause shin yee is in malaysia now :(

yeah will update again 2moro
i love all my great and lovely friends!!!

2010-02-15T02:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!

how is your first day of CNY ?! :D
i love my first day of CNY
cause i get to see all my relatives! and also !
good food and lots of ang baoss!!
went down to my pasir ris house today
and my mother's side cousin came down
finally meet up with my cousins for a while :D

went out at night to meet up with triplets,steve and a new friend ivan!
hahah went to watched VALENTINES' DAY @ MARINA SQUARE~
swear i had a fun time with them
the movie was great too!
double the happiness for my day
hahah spend my Vday and CNY with all my lovely ones
who says singles can't enjoyed Vday?
i enjoyed mine like totally!!
it doesn't have to be romantic then it will be memorable
i had mine like damn high and fun and is also damn memorable !
hahah the triplets and Co. never fail to make my day happy and high.
i was so high that they quickly hail a cab and sent me home
hahahah i am gonna meet them again on my bdae!
sakae sushi buffet eh !!! hahahahhaha yeah yeah !!

alright guys, i am off to sleep
need to wake up tomorrow morning and
heed down to QA house to bai nian :D hahaha

2010-02-13T00:13:00.004+08:00

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went to find jeremy to get my stuff and headed to bedok to meet my dear babe amelia!
omg is like so long since i seen her
went back to school with her to get our stuffs.
wanted to take a can down to NYP
but guess what, there is like totally no signs of taxi at all @ bedok!!!
we are like 2 poor people under the hot sun waiting for cab .
so we from our school there walked to bus stop, to bedok inter, to bedok library area
then we manage to like get a cab. and this is like so shit
cause is like a damn sunny weather and we waited for a taxi like one hour plus under this
kind of weather~ OMG i feel like i become darker man ~
i can even like feel those heat in my slippers.

next up is at NYP ,the staff there is like kind of crap.
not very helpful at all. she wanted amelia to get her stuffs photocopy
but didn't explain clearly where we can get it done.
so in the end i have to ring up dear yuanxin to get the direction
hahahahha

after rushing and getting tensed up the whole afternoon.
i was like yawning like there is no tomorrow in the MRT.
i swear i am sick of MRT. like seriously, i really prefer bus alot more.
but i have to take MRT to work almost everyday,
and in the morning and evening is forever that squeezy ~
i sometimes get squeezed until like damn pissed off
plus, i hate those ppl who tries to squeeze in when the fact is that the
whole cabin is already full. sometimes i really want to like scream at them
and tell them to like freaking wait for the next train and stop squeezing me.
hahahha

went to bugis with my sis just now
and yeah, once again i cant control~
i bought a bag and shorts eh :D
hahahaha i love my day today
cause i saw alot of my friends!
i saw johnson at MOS burger, is like 3 years ago since i last saw him.
i saw lip yin and katherine, about 1 year plus didn see them!
i saw meizhen
lastly! i saw my dear girlfriend, EILEEN TAN . that siao one hahaha
omg i love my outing with her
cause she is like forever 24hr high.. hahahah

went home and yeah, i am gonna like start taking out price tags
from the clothing, bags blah blah ~
need to do my nails and think of what to wear for tomorrow's reunion dinner ^^

i am so looking forward to CNY
mainly because ang baos are coming in!
and and most impt of all
is MY BIRTHDAY !! haahhahah
*winkwink*

hahahhaha okay i am gonna pack my wardrobe because i need
to clear up some space for my new stuffs.
my wardrobe is like gonna burst anytime, i swear ~

AMEI's CONCERT. hahahahha ~

2010-02-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

is beennn damn damn long since i last update my blog
not i don't want, but is because my desktop kena virus
laptop was with father at vietnam and my itouch can't blog at all ~

yeah yeah but now, my desktop recover leh! i am trying to blog more often
hahah well for my last weekend
i went out with jying,benz,penguin,ckay,liansheng,selena and mengseng
to watch MY EX :D is quite okay uhs, not really really that horror.
only certain parts i kind of close my eyes
hahaha after that went to arcade and play bball ^^
me and penguin team ^^
is not bad okay, we two won jying and benz by one point hahah
but after continuously of playing, the arm is jitao ache one ~ hahaha
penguin and ms went home after the movie
benz and jingying left after dinner
so the four of us,
ckay,LS, selena and me
continue to shop around orchard :D
haha and the highlight of the day is the thing that happen in BUS 21
LS send selena home while me and ckay wait for him at bus stop
cause they going my house area the prata shop
soo we board bus 21
liansheng sat beside a middle aged man
ckay sat behind lian and i sat infront of lian
we were talking and suddenly that uncle hp ring
is damn damn loud
plus is kind of techno, but guess what
he didn't have any reaction at all ~
so when his phone stop ringing, i look at LS
with that kind like WTF face
for a moment, i tok he is like faint or dead already
haha
so i shifted my place next to ckay when the person beside him alight
still continue talking with lian and ckay
and and the uncle is still sleeping
but guess what happen,
i was talking happily and suddenly saw the uncle's whole body just lie down
is like as if that kind of dead body dropping down,
he didn't have any reaction when he bang onto lian's back
lian is like jitao shock ttm and jump out of the seat.
but the uncle haven wake up
he continue dropping, until lian help him up
then he somehow seems to be awake only
omg is like a damn epic and frightening experience can ~
will never forget that incident
i myself got freak out too
cause when he really just like fall to lian
i really tok he is like dead or fainted already ~

yeah and for my dear precious sunday!
i stayed home in the whole afternoon to do spring cleaning
i throw away almost all my stuff
yes all my drawers are empty right now
i love spring cleaning! especially when i am packing my drawers.
i will have like lost and found items.
i have things that i bought years ago, but didn't even used it at all
and when i throw it away i was thinking to myself, why the hell did i even bought that?
especially CDs!! i have tons of them that i bought it during primary 6.
some i didn't even open and listen to it.
so why did the heck did i even go and buy it man~
i feel so heartpain cause it seems like i am throwing money away~
if only those stuff i throw can be exchange back for money waahahahhaha
the next exciting part of spring cleaning is,
you will see all those class photos, year books, individual passport size photos
from sec 1 till sec 4
those changes during the years. haha i totally laugh my ass off when i saw photos of me
with my fringe all tied back.. well well all those innocent years man ~
i even found the first neoprint i took. is during primary 4 !
with cheryl, aloysious and douglas!
we took it after harry potter movie at cineleisure hahah
next up for spring cleaning is, those notes you and your friends wrote to each other
i even have primary school notes that my friend wrote to me one
hahah i am so gonna keep it as memory.
so yuppie overall spring cleaning totally rocks ttm!
i have retrieve back so much sweet and nice memories from it.

yeah and after spring cleaning, i decide to pamper myself!
headed town and bugis with my sister ^^
bought a pair of shoes, three dresses, one jacket, high waist skirt and and bangles!!
had dinner at xinwang cafe
and i swear in future i will order one plate of fried rice
and share it with one more friend. cause is really a big plate.
i can't even finish my noodles ~~ hahha

headed home and yeah work starts again ~~
went to meet my dearest babe! ONG JING YI ytd!
went to bugis to shop again
OMG OMG i need to like control man~
i bought a bag from charles and keith * manylovessss*
one more dress, a braclet jing yi gave me and a watch !
i totally love the watch and i think it rocks ttm~ hahahha
had our usual craps and heart to heart convo
i totally heart it~ and is like seriously, even though i seldom meet up
with my 3 precious babe, we never seems to distance,
simply because the trust we have for each other is just as deep as ocean
even if we four are busy with work now. we never feel distance or
have silence when we meet up. LOVE YA BABES!

tomorrow is brandon's chalet! so looking forward to it !!
and and NEW YEAR is coming! which means my birthday is drawing nearer too *winkwink*
can't wait for new year, cause i wanna put on those new clothes hahah
i also want to go out with the triplets and stephen and and !! HAZIQQQQ
when is our flying of kite @ marina barrage and cycling at puala ubin
movies treats every weekend~
i miss outings with them, cause they will never fail to make me laugh out loud
and all sorts of my unglams coming out hahahahah

never forgetting my dearest jingying too
i miss going out with her alone hahaha
soo please make some time for me also okay :D
BENZ SNG, if you ever read my blog
i wanna ask you this. can i lend jingying for a while to go shopping?
hahah don't jealous eh :D
and and your the two month coming leh uhs :D
last lloooonnngggg ^^ hahahahah

OMG I MY THIS DESKTOP CAN'T DETECT MY
MEMORY CARD ~~ I GOT TONS OF PHOTOS TO UPLOAD
ROBINN ~ WHERE IS OUR CLASS CHALET PHOTOS :O